tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72216572024-03-07T11:10:31.210-08:00Annie's WaySometimes, to figure life out, you have to kick the tires really, really hard...Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.comBlogger175125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-331013442822696352010-12-18T18:30:00.000-08:002010-12-18T18:33:51.926-08:00Of Hamsters and Harleys<span style="color:#000000;">Here it is, the end of the year, when all we've done, and all we haven't, comes swirling down at us in one big whoosh of emotion, wrapping paper, and re-gifted Snuggies. Finish with a flurry of frenzied shopping, and we wonder why assault with a fruitcake is so common in December.<br /><br />I was Christmas shopping in a pet store the other day when I noticed a burly biker guy getting increasingly agitated. That’s never a good thing, but it’s especially bad when it happens in the hamster aisle, and even worse when it occurs near me. Suddenly the man of many tattoos swaggered toward me. </span><br /><div><div><div><div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">“Do you know where the leashes are?” </span></div><div><br /> </div><div><span style="color:#000000;">“For h-h-hamsters?” I stammered, trying not to giggle. </span><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXWAtBckFCGp7GeYALNAyt0HcO2lbDz7MOR5Syc_WA6QwhKOgJ9bczo6Oocsad7sdF67jGg-C4Jhpv4LxDahDZb6fXzGkHVQvdGgG5mWez0fiTuBlJGSoyw6Mf3bxTUxbibv8SWg/s1600/hamster+harley.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5552205233958547538" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 144px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXWAtBckFCGp7GeYALNAyt0HcO2lbDz7MOR5Syc_WA6QwhKOgJ9bczo6Oocsad7sdF67jGg-C4Jhpv4LxDahDZb6fXzGkHVQvdGgG5mWez0fiTuBlJGSoyw6Mf3bxTUxbibv8SWg/s200/hamster+harley.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">"Guinea pig, actually," he corrected me (on the plus side, though, he let me live). I nearly bit my tongue, at the thought of this tough, tattooed dude walking a guinea pig… </span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000000;">"It's for my twelve-year-old daughter. It's a gift for her pet," he growled. “But I can’t find one.”<br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">He was in Christmas pain - that achy place you endure when you venture out of your own comfort zone and attempt to fulfill a loved one's wishes simply because you want them to be happy, even if it means you might get miserably lost in a world of tubular hamster toys, suffer the stares of strangers, and run the risk of coming home empty-handed. </span></div><div><span style="color:#000000;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#000000;">I softened a little. Even Harley riders need help sometimes. Besides, he could have crushed me with his pinky. <em>Lola</em>, the inked portrait glaring at me from his left bicep, seemed to demand that something be done. With the eye of a seasoned shopper, I scanned the aisle for our holy grail.</span><br /></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">“Over here," I scurried down the aisle, pushing aside a few crinkle-tunnels and chew-cubes to reveal a virtual smorgasbord of rodent leashes. "Ooh, hey, here’s one with metal studs on it!” Biker Guy brightened. <em>Lola</em> winked at me. Whew!</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">After some serious musing, Biker Guy narrowed his decision down to either a pink one with rhinestones or a studded black one. Meanwhile I did my best to stay serious, helpful, and alive. I nearly suggested that the black one matched his leather vest better, but I held my tongue. He put the pink one back. It was then I knew he was going to make some bad-ass guinea pig very happy.</span><br /></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">“That’ll do. Hey, thanks a lot. Merry Christmas.” Then he was gone. </span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQJ3YX7dGRCpPOfM9qfo9SMcro_S3SdLjKcQHkENwhpVeRzLIZ1aMX8fVlJvYF4neSfRsMFrrKqAeBiSkp_E9nADSOPTRdf69iTikPYC0yrq_4gK8PbzOKkuCE9ELbWDXY2DxqLA/s1600/guinea-pig.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5552202405568941794" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 152px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQJ3YX7dGRCpPOfM9qfo9SMcro_S3SdLjKcQHkENwhpVeRzLIZ1aMX8fVlJvYF4neSfRsMFrrKqAeBiSkp_E9nADSOPTRdf69iTikPYC0yrq_4gK8PbzOKkuCE9ELbWDXY2DxqLA/s200/guinea-pig.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000000;">In our quests for cheer, we brave the traffic, the malls, the mayhem. Sometimes we succeed, sometimes we S<em>nuggie</em>. The time we take and the effort we make are symbolized by the gifts we give. Behind each gift is a story of bringing home the joy. The story is unwrapped with the present, bringing it to life, adding sparkle, and reminding us that while shopping for a gift can be a major pain in the patootie, it's all good.</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000000;">May you not suffer too long in the hamster aisle, and may your checkout line be swift. Happy holidays.</span></div></div></div></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-26424141697914547652010-12-06T22:25:00.000-08:002010-12-06T23:09:22.215-08:00Wanted: Woman, or tractor in good condition<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">A friend of mine has decided that all she wants for Christmas is a cowboy (eyeroll). Since I'm a dutiful friend, I'm helping her shop online at some cow-themed matchmaking sites. I come across a guy who seems to fit the bill.Then I read his profile, or, as some of us prefer to call it, the 'warning label':</span><br /><div><div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br /><em>Well here it<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJrxmFu7ATCSvBLbK2mhwKCZi5RXWD-ND4RM9tiEfHvYsrCK_pWyABgWUpIjr_VxmM-lIn11k7bAkH_WBDIgypKrjr-Y8_MBe3ATiYeqN5T_46ei6vRGC0VjIXIie7KHPWlSKT5Q/s1600/cowboy+goof.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547831338585940482" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 128px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJrxmFu7ATCSvBLbK2mhwKCZi5RXWD-ND4RM9tiEfHvYsrCK_pWyABgWUpIjr_VxmM-lIn11k7bAkH_WBDIgypKrjr-Y8_MBe3ATiYeqN5T_46ei6vRGC0VjIXIie7KHPWlSKT5Q/s320/cowboy+goof.jpg" border="0" /></a> is ladys. I am a cowboy, Im not a rich one, yet anway, yes im around horses and cattle all the time and thats all iv ever been and all ill ever be, im looking for a good woman who can keep house, cook, shoe the horses, do the chores, cut and split firewood, mow the yard, fix fence, buck hay, and most of all is sexy and knows how to make love.</em><br /><br />Then I notice that at 40, he's a widower. Wonder what killed his first wife?</span></div></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-75015347726510659592010-10-16T23:00:00.000-07:002010-10-16T22:56:33.569-07:00Sophie and the Silverado<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">The garage was a mess. Normally this would not bother me so much, except that it was not just any garage, but my garage, and as such, an unpleasant reminder of my current messy situation. If I could get a tidy toehold on one snippet of my life, I reasoned, the rest might fall into place, like so many obsessive-compulsive dominoes. Maybe not, but I had to start somewhere. So I started with a sigh. Nothing happened. I wiggled my nose. Still nothing. I kicked at a Lego block, sending it skittering toward the trash can. <em>Sigh, wiggle, kick</em>. It was a start.</span> <div><div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><div><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Toys were everywhere, to infinity and beyond – a cluttered kaleidescope of cars, puzzles, and balls – a goofy plastic rainbow of great times. I thought back to when they first sat under our Christmas tree, waiting to be unwrapped by my frenetic, giddy toddlers, then waiting a bit longer until I had enough coffee and a sharp pair of scissors to clip the endless number of wires and ties that restrained them in their packaging, like so much fun had to be physically tied down or it would break loose and run amok. </span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;">And years later here they were, staring back at me as if to say, “We did the run-amok thing - now what?” My boys had outgrown them, but they still weren’t ready to throw them out. Over the years I would quietly move them from their bedrooms to the garage, hoping to someday, somehow move them out completely. (The <em>toys</em>, not the boys. Although if you step on enough Lego blocks, the second option does cross your mind.) The goal was to make the toys disappear without inciting a rebellion by the small people who would eventually choose my retirement home.</span><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></div><div><br />Would I be remembered as the mean mom who, by the light of a pale, cold moon, cackled with glee as she tossed beloved toys into the trash bin? Or perhaps as the creepy neighborhood toy-hoarding biddy, who kept toys stacked head-high throughout the house, with only a greasy, narrow path from the back door to the microwave so she could heat up soup? Not much of a cheerful outcome either way. </div><div><br />One of the bulkiest toys was a battery-operated pickup truck, a Mattel PowerWheels built to carry two kids at a time. Years ago the boys would drive it down the block, lurching and whirring, to get the mail. Once in a while they’d take it off-road, one driving and the other riding “shotgun” while attempting to lasso the dog. Mud would build up in its itty bitty wheel wells. Under its menacing plastic tire treads, several sprinkler heads became roadkill.<br />The Silverado, as we called it, was still in great shape. Too good a shape to be sitting around inside on such a lovely summer day. </div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXWsEZ2XP-7KBFoAiONBtcIJk0NOkmtQ4uEWtKdScnX-TW7fjfxsJG40konwxlsAnFnQ1BvHjP2zXiznHCs-9zywOtsikxNdH95h0LOQzPhXyauZFas8QbSvCEtPKfyhaYkGo3pA/s1600/grass+2.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528885943796030482" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 115px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 88px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXWsEZ2XP-7KBFoAiONBtcIJk0NOkmtQ4uEWtKdScnX-TW7fjfxsJG40konwxlsAnFnQ1BvHjP2zXiznHCs-9zywOtsikxNdH95h0LOQzPhXyauZFas8QbSvCEtPKfyhaYkGo3pA/s200/grass+2.png" border="0" /></a><br />Later that day I stopped by a local horse ranch that a friend of mine, Kristin, managed. Sundancer Ranch was a delightfully quirky place, full of horses, chickens, dogs, quail, rabbits, squirrels, ducks, even turkeys, parrots, goats, mules, and one lone ornery cow. Most people drove in and quickly left, spooked by the precipitous cliff off one side of the driveway, or the gang of tumbleweeds poised like so many dusty, rotound rednecks chillin' on the other side. But to a farm girl like me, it was heaven on earth. I figured the cliff and weeds scared others away, kept them from seeing the magnificent heart of this place, like a country camouflage that hid it from the outside world.<br /></div><div>A few of us were standing near the barn talking about horses when Kristin's granddaughter walked over. Sophie was almost four years old, a barefoot barn angel in a muddy sundress, with long brunette waves of hair, and round brown eyes. I had grown up the same way, a bit of a wildflower, a free-range child. I even had the same long tresses and brown saucer eyes. I remember preferring the company of horses and dogs to that of people. Not much had changed.<br /></div><br /><div>As we talked, Sophie wanderly shyly in front of me, holding up a wild flower she had picked. “Thank you,” I said, taking the bloom. She smiled a bit and walked away.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMdRxoKB9BmV7RdApfIlLEMhCCsjX2M0ZllisJAN5_EchzttpQEOG6eMLmE70-Y454gQCGwu379spoBjUu729GXS-XQXWxklL3xTououlUuUMkwWVh_vUgZFD_NSVzgCtufmPJ4g/s1600/flower.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528886322836614898" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 104px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 116px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMdRxoKB9BmV7RdApfIlLEMhCCsjX2M0ZllisJAN5_EchzttpQEOG6eMLmE70-Y454gQCGwu379spoBjUu729GXS-XQXWxklL3xTououlUuUMkwWVh_vUgZFD_NSVzgCtufmPJ4g/s200/flower.png" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div><br />“What’s with the flower, Mom?” my son asked when I got home. But he quickly became distracted by something else, and plopped the flower down right where he picked up his next thought - on the Silverado.</span></span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“That’s it!” I exclaimed. “Why not Sophie?” My son stared at me, weighing whether it was worth asking me to explain what I was talking about, or if it doing so might inspire me to seek his assistance in whatever wacky plan I was concocting. </span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br />The boys and I loaded the Silverado in the back of our truck and brought it over to the ranch. I knocked politely on the door of the trailer, asking if “Miss Sophie” was available. Her mom, Kelsey, informed us that she would be out in a moment after she “fixed her hair.”<br />Soon Sophie glided daintily down the three steps of the trailer, glittery hairclips perched on her head, her brown eyes blinking in the bright sunlight.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“Sophie,” I said, “Thanks for giving me that beautiful flower. We heard you are a hard worker, helping your mom and grandma feed all the animals. We figured you could use a good truck to haul the hay. Would you mind giving this truck a good home?” </span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Sophie looked at the Silverado, then back at me, then rubbed her eyes. She looked at the Silverado again. She had been napping, and wasn’t quite sure she had woken up.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“Go on, honey, give it a try,” her mom coaxed. Sophie walked around the little truck twice, lightly touching its sleek, grey sides, then carefully tucked herself into the driver’s seat. After carefull securing her seatbelt, straightening her sundress, and adjusting her hair, she held her mother’s arm in one hand and the steering wheel in the other, and hit the gas. The Silverado lurched forward. Sophie stopped, broke into a big smile, and cackled with glee. She hit the gas again, with the same response – lurch, stop, and cackle. She got out to clear some rocks away from her Silverado. Then it was back to lurch, stop, and cackle.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">As Sophie fussed over a parking spot for her new ride, Kelsey lowered her voice. “She sees her dad once, maybe twice a year, tops. Last Christmas, he came to visit and we all went to the toy store. Sophie was looking at the PowerWheels, and her dad told her t<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSHeZTuwuY8OU-dO9haVWjzrBivCS3GJiNrvWDHsferw91tC-RqT52iSL9HEbFF_F9p0eduziaiFd6bZsTSUCkugTyDBPHXMXAptIbLSpyi9_mGNFe9XRdH4DfVeU_rAQkoQpw1Q/s1600/flower+heart.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528885567651058578" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 148px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 154px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSHeZTuwuY8OU-dO9haVWjzrBivCS3GJiNrvWDHsferw91tC-RqT52iSL9HEbFF_F9p0eduziaiFd6bZsTSUCkugTyDBPHXMXAptIbLSpyi9_mGNFe9XRdH4DfVeU_rAQkoQpw1Q/s200/flower+heart.png" border="0" /></a>o pick out one and he’d buy it for her. She was so excited! She picked one out and he said, ‘No, sorry.’”<br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Kelsey shook her head. “She cried for months. I never shared that story with anybody. Then you show up out of nowhere.” She looked up. I think her eyes were misty, but I couldn’t see real well at the moment myself. “Things happen for a reason.” </span></div></div></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-30356684428279440452009-12-31T21:13:00.000-08:002009-12-31T22:24:21.883-08:00Update - 2010<span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Shocking but true - job hunting, book pitching, and master's degree-ing can suck the life out of a year. Then there's kid-raising, the usual single mom stuff, cranky parole boards, etc. Regardless, I shall return. Many times in the past few months I've wanted nothing more than to post humorous, obtuse rantings about tweens, terriers, and transfattys,but writing papers about data analysis and decision modeling saps the funny from my body like a giggle-adicted vampire and all I can manage is a weak tweet or two. </span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#000000;">In college, I've quickly discovered that it's not an advantage to have a sense of humor. For example, here's the cover of one of last semester's books - </span><br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><p></span><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421653184475919730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiQdWjmSDmpIyuKRYj9WhpcKNTRDoLmat5mfUTEDtA6we0tssOr5P6NFJhR6j-FfjFAuwEsxBBxtK1uCkgUu3ocjMnrehXylGaVh_RNr0UF7er-FiFSH15aQBF4GXwpim9qYqAuA/s320/lrcb.jpg" border="0" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">This happy shot of a union rep and management shaking hands teaches us that we can all find a way <span style="color:#000000;">to</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"> get along. Upon further study, it also teaches us that the union rep has been speaking into the microphone using his er, shop steward.<br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Most students might miss that subtle point, but that's why I'm here - to ride the ridge between sanity and serenity.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">The job search is over, the book thingy is doing well, and grad school ends in a few</span> months. My funny bone needs a workout...stay tuned!</span></span></p>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-6809264076087736182009-07-03T23:00:00.000-07:002009-07-03T23:00:30.922-07:00Flukes & Blooms<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">She was outside, looking at the flowers. “I don’t think I mentioned this earlier, but one of my hobbies is taking photos of flowers,” she said, contemplating the few blooms left in my yard. “Let me get my camera.”</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br /><div><div><br />“Knock yourself out,” I replied, wondering why anyone would bother. I had not planted much this year, cutting back on nearly everything since losing my job. But if she wanted to take pictures….</div><div><br />It had been a difficult year. And it had all been entirely undeserved. Just when I thought I was done with the bitterness, it would all come rushing back. The last thing on <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCajGXrP4WWZfjGYP9Q2AfqjJrD46tf2INRoFiG9ljW0OOXW5FTs40AtLBuRQhfM9NtDxkmqVnx0n9pelebhiRk37t4yR4Zg8dr29lJO-J-46pty2hIj1M70ypOND5A5LSfCEzIw/s1600-h/rose"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354477544466425042" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCajGXrP4WWZfjGYP9Q2AfqjJrD46tf2INRoFiG9ljW0OOXW5FTs40AtLBuRQhfM9NtDxkmqVnx0n9pelebhiRk37t4yR4Zg8dr29lJO-J-46pty2hIj1M70ypOND5A5LSfCEzIw/s200/rose" border="0" /></a>my mind was flowers.<br /><br />She aimed her lens at a rose. I hadn’t seen her in nearly twenty years, since college in New York. So much had changed, yet we seemed the same. We could still party like old times, as long as we were home by eleven, wore comfortable shoes, and took a couple of aspirin and an antacid. And since we couldn’t see our crows’ feet without our reading glasses, essentially we were the same. Close enough, I reasoned. </div><div><br />I fiddled with the television remote. My laptop was on the coffee table, next to a magazine I was reading. That was me, doing a dozen things at once, packing everything I could into a moment. I was busy with graduate school, an arduous job search, and being the stereotypical valiant, strong, single mother of two boys. I’d have a chip on my shoulder, too, if I had any room for one.</div><div><br />She steadied herself near the azaleas, quiet and still, taking photo after photo. Eventually even the dog got bored with her endeavor and walked away. </div><div><br />Suddenly the sound of a song from Mary Poppins filled the air. I was pretty sure it was coming from outside my head. This day was getting progressively stranger.</div><div><br />“That’s my cell phone,” she remarked. “I set the alarm on it to remind me to take my medicine. "<em>'Spoonful of Sugar’</em> – get it?”</div><div><br />“An alarm for meds?” I laughed. “Are we <em>that</em> old?” I still didn’t write grocery lists, insisting on carrying the list around in my head. I’d forgotten many things that way, but so what? It was the principle of the thing. I’ll get old when I’m good and ready. </div><div><br />Anger keeps me young, I thought. These days were bittersweet, my fury harsh but healthy. Time may not be on our side, but I wasn’t about to check into the geriatric ward, either.<br /></div><div></div><div><br />“Strange looking pills,” I remarked as she pulled them from her purse. </div><div><br />“They’re for my liver,” she took a drink of water. “Actually, it’s not MY liver. I’m just borrowing it.” One corner of her mouth curled upward. </div><div><br />Every few hours, Anne took anti-rejection medication to keep her body from attacking her donated organ. Eight years earlier, she had been diagnosed with a rare liver disorder, one so rare that her doctor missed it completely. Somehow, though, she knew something was wrong. But she didn’t know exactly what.</div><div><br />“It was a fluke, really,” she said. “What are the chances of meeting a liver specialist at a party? And he was <em>cute</em>!”</div><div><br />She had a slew of flukes in her life. After her liver transplant, she came down with thyroid cancer, discovered by chance during a checkup by a doctor touching the base of her throat. “I told him he was examining the wrong end of me,” she giggled. She could giggle at the damndest things. </div><div><br />One day she felt dizzy. With her track record, her doctor sent her in for an MRI. “It’s no bigger than your fingernail, and it hasn’t grown at all, so that’s a good sign. After all, size is everything!” That was Anne – ever hopeful, giggling and fluky. Even a weenie brain tumor was something to joke about. I envied her attitude, but certainly not her situation.</div><div><br />She’d be leaving soon. I was just fine alone. It was great to have her here, share old times, but I was comfortable on my own. I didn’t need anybody.</div><div><br />With a hug, she was off. I grabbed a beer from the fridge.</div><div><br />Later that day, an email popped up from her, taking forever and a day to load, especially to an impatient, moody grump like me. <em>Sheesh</em>, I huffed, <em>I have things to do</em>.<br /><br />It was filled with her flower photos- still, clear, and beautiful. She had taken a few blooms and made them glow, made them perfect, made them timeless. Just a few raggedy flowers….</div><div><br />Damn, I thought. She had gotten past the anger, past the pity. She was on the other side, capturing giggles and picking flowers, making an incredible, everlasting bouquet while I grumbled and whined. That, too, wasn’t fair. </div><div><br />I wanted to be able to do that. Here I was trying to cram all sorts of events into my life so it would count for something, as she blithely took one moment at a time, polished it until it shined, and shared it with everyone. She made it look easy. Compared to many things in her life, I guess it was.</div><div><br />Quietly she was able to stop the world from turning, keep it still for a moment, insisting that it take the time to look at a single, lowly daisy. Even more extraordinary, the world would do it.<br /><br />“Wow,” I wrote back. “These are incredible.” Lame, I know, but for once I was beyond words.</div><div><br />“Annie,” she replied, knowing what I was thinking. “We don’t know what tomorrow will be. Some of us don’t know if we’ll even have a tomorrow. So I choose to focus on today. That’s why I take pictures. That’s why I came to visit you. That’s why I’m here.”</div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKtBE9rrwyaxfJsLzHBwqt8S7fOYcDzIzTTR6ZqAX3RFRK34Q3uL-vJl4wlOB8GA0tzFh9Kk0Dn_9wjkAAARS-m71m7-J-rQDrr1FvIR-hW8xrM75cYqosNiQiWtNIcw3KXb-R0g/s1600-h/daffodil"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354478574283036354" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKtBE9rrwyaxfJsLzHBwqt8S7fOYcDzIzTTR6ZqAX3RFRK34Q3uL-vJl4wlOB8GA0tzFh9Kk0Dn_9wjkAAARS-m71m7-J-rQDrr1FvIR-hW8xrM75cYqosNiQiWtNIcw3KXb-R0g/s200/daffodil" border="0" /></a><br />I shifted my gaze to outside. I got it now. I was stubborn and thick-headed, but finally I got it. And I thought <em>I </em>was strong.</div><div><br />She’ll be back to visit again, I’m sure of it. Until then I have her flowers. Actually, I reasoned, I had them forever, which is longer than I’ll ever need.</span></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-53542918152066663922009-05-31T23:45:00.000-07:002009-05-31T23:45:00.244-07:0050<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Half a century. What a number. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br />Fifty years ago, my parents married. Mom says she picked Memorial Day for the big event so Dad would <em>remember</em> their anniversary. If he didn't, she was ready with a red-haired Irish glare to jog his memory. For fifty dang years.<br /><br />A few times I remember Dad coming to me in a panic. "Quick, here's twenty bucks," he'd whisper. "Go get your mother something nice for our anniversary." It had slipped his mind, and it was too late for him to sneak out and get her something without being caught. So I was sent surreptitiously to fetch a gift.<br /><br />At work, my dad dealt with less-than-honest subcontractors, some pretty dangerous heavy equipment, and dynamite. He was not afraid of any of these things, but the thought of facing my mom after forgetting their anniversary put a chill in his veins. He had utmost respect for that date, an exquisite symbol of respecting the relationship.<br /><br />For a long time I didn't have much insight into how they did it. To a kid, it was pretty invisible. They were just Mom and Dad. I never saw them argue or raise their voice to one another. A disagreement was subtle - it might consist of a raised eyebrow, or a look held just a moment longer than usual. Whatever their conflict was, we kids didn't see it. Any disagreement was evidently handled outside of our view. It wasn't until later, trying to build a relationship myself, watching other relationships fall apart, that I realized how hard it really was. In a way I wished I had seen them argue so I could take notes.<br /><br />Who does that nowadays? Women whine, guys run, and everyone takes a step to the left and starts over again. Putting a relationship first seems to be a lost art.<br /><br />After seeing many couples together yet so very much apart, there is one thing my parents did that. to me, stands out. They <em>respect</em> each other. They don't always agree, but they don't play dirty, either. And they keep perspective. Because any disagreement pales in comparison to their love for one another.<br /><br />So I stand here in the shadow of their unending love. In awe, in envy. They make it look so easy. i think they do that just to piss me off.<br /><br />Here's to the next fifty years.</span><br /></span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-20569277717538551502009-05-10T10:00:00.000-07:002009-05-10T10:00:02.510-07:00Flowers and a Song<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"Our yard is so ugly," he muttered. "Why don't we have a pool like the neighbors?" He peered longingly through the fence.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"That costs money, sweetie," I sighed. "Now is not a good time for that. But if you help me, we can make the yard look nicer."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"Look at their flowers, Mom!" he said. To a tween, not only is the grass greener on the other side, but the flowers are sweeter, too. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">We had been cruising along in that blissful time between toddlers and teenagers, when kids are lower maintenance, doing many things for themselves and not yet suspecting that their parents are clueless. I sensed, with this backyard rebellion, that those days might soon end.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"Come on," I replied. "Let's go get some flowers."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Our shopping cart overflowed with purple - different types of flowers, but all purple. We worked hard all Saturday digging and planting, until we had everything in the ground. A corner of the yard was now transformed into a lush, lavender landscape. He was right - the yard, or at least a small part of it, brightened a bit.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Mothers' Day morning, we ate pancakes outside, admiring our new garden. Suddenly Bobby jumped up. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I have something for you," he said. He ran to the garage. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">After years of receiving handmade cards written in crayon, the tradition had, for me, never grown old. I kept every letter, every note, watching how each year they matured a bit more. They'd be grown up and gone soon enough, so in the meantime I savored every moment we had together.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Instead of a card, Bobby returned with flowers. Beautiful, purple blooms cascading out of their container. I was speechless. At some point he had convinced his dad to drive him to the store and get them.<br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I used my own money, Mom," he beamed. "Oh, and here's a card I made."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">The lilting sound of a tenor filled the air. His older brother, Tommy, was in the school choir. For his present, I was treated to an a capella solo, a country song he had learned for a recent concert. His voice was clear, steady, and sweet. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">As we listened to his song, I held my flowers and glowed. I'm not known for being mushy, but we had been through so much together lately, to see them celebrating our little family was pure joy. As my dad would say, I had "done good."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Happy Mothers' Day.</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-86240183941330682202009-05-09T01:00:00.000-07:002009-05-09T00:39:12.407-07:00Tales From the Patio<span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">It was a perfect night - still, cool, with a huge moon rising over the back ridge. After a crazy day, the serenity stung, stealing my breath away for a moment, making me stop my nonstop frenzy of minutiae and chatter to pause and admire. </span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">We walked out to bask in the sweet stillness. Actually, I walked and the two dogs zigzagged after a rabbit, trumping my calm with calamity and ruining what was supposed to be a tepid, mushy bask of a blog post. Just once I'd like to skip the chaos and wallow in the mellow. <em>Grrr</em>.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Suddenly the dogs froze. At last, I thought, they get it. No need to run helter-skelter after bunnies. <em>Relax, dammit</em>. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Then something in the bushes moved. Something <em>big</em>. The bushes were just over my fenceline. Bushes were not allowed in my yard. Only their pricey cousins, the hedges, were permitted within my borders.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Josie the dog growled. Jake the dog hightailed it back into the house. (I will refrain from making the obvious analogy of male/female fight vs. flight tendencies.) Moving slowly, the fur standing up straight on her back, Josie approached the fenceline.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Suddenly an ungodly scream pierced the air.</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">If you were to hit a Sasquatch with your car, perhaps in the process running over a sore bunion on his toe as your bumper caught him in the ribcage, that's what it would sound like. Horrific, high, and hideous. Even the fat, full moon scurried behind a cloud.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">I had caught teenagers down there before, skipping school. This was no teenager. Not even a preening teenage prom queen could manage such a shriekfest. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Two glowing eyes peered out from the ragged wild of the bushes, the moonlight reflecting off them in a demonic glow. The thing shook the bushes, then screamed again. Louder, even, than the neighbor child who had rattled windows marketing his lemonade stand by screaming "LEMONADE!!!!" at seven o'clock on a sleepy Saturday morning. May he rest in peace. (No, he's not gone from this world, I just wish he'd sleep in a bit.)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">From the doorway, Jake was whining. "Get in here," he seemed to say. "You're making me look bad!"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Josie," I called, "Get inside. <em>Now</em>!" We ran for the safety of the house, sprinting from the patio that had suddenly turned into the devil's playground.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">The screams continued behind us, bouncing off the far hills and stars. I spotted another set of eyes glinting in the sallow moonlight. So there were two of them. <em>That I knew of</em>. And, like many couples, they weren't happy.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">I slammed and locked the patio door. Badly shaken, the three of us watched from behind the glass as the monsters screamed at each other. Safe in the house, Jake barked bravely. Josie and I rolled our eyes.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">A third monster appeared, much bigger than the first two. It jumped from a tree, chasing the others, shrieking the entire time. All we could see were the eyes - fierce, angry, glowing. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">After being married to a German, I do not scare easily. But these...<em>things</em>...were rattling my heartstrings. I couldn't stand it anymore. I grabbed a flashlight and went outside to investigate. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Yes, you're thinking - this is exactly what <em>not</em> to do, exactly what the soon-to-be-dead do in horror flicks. But I couldn't stand it any longer - I had to get a good look at the beasts. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">My flashlight frightened them. They scuttled further back into the undergrowth. Furry, they waddled, wearing masks. Raccoons! I had never heard such an outcry. Perhaps, like mine, Madoff had made off with their 401k.</span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Coons are fierce, bad-ass animals. As a kid, I remember them tearing up our cornfields, in blatant disregard of my dad and his shotgun. To them, beating up dogs was child's play. In the <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">animal 'hood, they were the equivalent of the Rollin' 60 Crips.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">However, once I knew what I was dealing with, I could plan my defensive maneuver. Grabbing my boombox and my ex-husband's Barry Manilow album, I stepped outside...and handled the situation.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">And we lived happily, quietly, ever after.</span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-8775635813942739812009-05-03T20:00:00.000-07:002009-05-03T20:00:03.592-07:00The Next Horse Whisperer<span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"They're like dogs, only bigger." As we pulled up to the ranch, I added, "Just don't get stepped on." </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">My two boys looked at each other. They knew I'd grown up with horses, cows, and itinerant siblings. They were skeptical about this outing. And, because they were brothers, when one was interested, the other was beyond bored. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Nevertheless, I had to check on a sick horse, and since they were with me, they went. The horse was one of about ten owned by a non-profit organization that helps special-needs kids learn to ride. My sons didn't quite understand why I did this, how helping others helped me, how horses helped my soul. And besides a few pony rides at the county fair and a couple of visits to my parents' farm, my boys had never been near horses before. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">We headed for Rafi's stall. He had been colicking for a day or two, but was feeling better and wanted to eat. He sniffed the boys, looking for food. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"His nose is HUGE!" Tommy exclaimed, backpedalling into the corner to escape. Bobby tried to hold his ground, but Rafi was pushing him, searching his pockets for treats. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"Um, Mom, he's attacking me," it was all he could do to keep calm. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"Just pet him, like a dog," I said. Bobby stroked Rafi's nose, enthralled. Tommy did, too, grimacing. Always such opposites! Still, one out of two wasn't bad. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Rafi had been sick the day before - I had spent hours with him, walking him, massaging his back, trying to get him to drink some water. He was the kind of horse that, when he wasn't feeling good, wanted to crawl in your lap like a golden retriever. By Saturday night, after a shot of painkillers, he seemed a bit better. Although he still wanted to crawl in my lap. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">The next morning, on my way to church, I decided to stop by the barn first. Sure enough, Rafi was down, thrashing, his body twisted in pain. We got the vet out right away, pumping his stomach, more pain medication, then filling his stomach with mineral oil in the hopes his intestines would unkink. Colic is often deadly in horses, especially older ones like Rafi. After that, all we could do was walk him, watch him, and wait. Later that day I took a break to get something to eat and pick up my boys. <br /><br /></span></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">To get Rafi’s system going again, he had to be walked. A <em>lot</em>. I caught Bobby staring at the lead rope I was holding. "Would you like to walk him?" I asked. I didn't have to ask twice. "Just don't get stepped on." </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">He took the lead rope. Rafi looked at him. Bobby walked forward and Rafi ambled off with him, slowly, putting his head down low so he was eye-level with my son. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">There are certain moments in a parent's life that freeze-frame in your mind. Watching Bobby and Rafi walking side by side was one of them. Spending time with horses had, in my youth, given me confidence, and recently eased a difficult time. And now here I was, watching my son discover the healing qualities of a horse. The intensity of the emotion caught me by surprise. I fumbled for the camera on my cell phone, hoping to capture the feeling, but I was too spent, my eyes too glossy and worn to deal with it. I sighed. The sun was setting on a Sunday evening. We would have to get going soon. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><em>Circular healing.</em> Walking with my son, Rafi was feeling better. My son was grinning, stepping out confidently to guide the huge animal like he had done it all his life. In the cool breeze of a California sunset, this was a bit too much of a happy ending for a weary mom. I was pretty sure God didn’t mind me missing a hymn or two that morning. Besides, that night, I think we discovered a few new ones. </span></span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-16354082397650141012009-04-28T21:10:00.000-07:002009-04-28T21:15:13.815-07:00Like There's No Tomorrow<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">It was bedtime, the witching hour for complicated questions about life, philosophy, outer space, and trigonometry. The child who had once waxed eloquent about "negative infinity meeting infinity on the other side of the universe" was at it again.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I have some questions," he said. He always had questions, but especially at this hour, when my brain had already gone to bed. He was twelve, that magical time when kids start to gain energy, somehow sapping it right out of their parents. Just standing near him, I could feel my batteries draining.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"You really need to read your book," I yawned. My tween bookworm was behind in "reading points" for school, because he insisted on reading everything <em>but</em> the approved curriculum. Much like me, he didn't appreciate being told what to read or do. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Okay, Mom," he said, feigning cooperation. I knew his next move would be to change the topic of conversation. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Really, you need to read a <em>lot</em>," I gave him the <em>mom-glare</em>, complete with raised eyebrow. "You need to catch up so you have enough reading points. You need to read like there's no tomorrow."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Oops. That was enough of an opening for him to put me into the Nascar wall. I knew it, he knew it, and he took a big breath and did it.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Mom," he sighed(with twelve you get eyeroll), "If there's no tomorrow, why would I read?"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Oooh, here we go," I murmured and sat down, getting comfortable and yawning again. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"If there's no tomorrow, why not do something fun? The reading points won't matter anyway. They're not due for another month. And since there's no tomorrow-"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"It's an expression. I didn't make it up. It's just an...expression." Suddenly my bed was so very distant. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"But it doesn't make sense." He had a valid point. "If there's no tomorrow, I'd much rather play video games..."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I know, I get it," I sighed. "I'm just not up to defending the concept right now." Never mind the minor detail that he was absolutely right.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">We know very little about tomorrow. And in that sense, we need to make the most of today. We need to hug more, hate less. Less calls, more contact. Less fluff talk, more action. Corny, but true. Too many manipulative mind games, verbal diarrhea, saying one thing, doing another, by people who pretend to be friends when all they want is someone to listen to them rant. And they'd been sucking the life out of me, to the point that I was too exhausted to listen to my own son. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">It was time to cull the herd. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">No more long-winded, circular monologues from people who were always too "swamped" to listen to my thoughts, yet thought nothing of wasting literally hours of my time. No time for that, and frankly for me, finally I told them - I had no time for <em>them</em>. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">My son had just read <em>The Phantom Tollbooth</em>, where "killing time" was considered murder. It was a valid point. Saying you'll show up and blowing it off, whether it's a lunch, a <em>listen</em>, or an entire relationship, should be criminal. I couldn't have them arrested, but I realized I could eliminate them, so I did. Life is too short. Tick, tick, tick....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">My mind had wandered off to an ugly place, a wasteland of broken promises. Josie the dog wandered in, wondering what was taking me so long to get to bed. She saw the perturbed <span style="color:#000000;">look on my face and made a u-turn out the door. Smart dog. </span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">I looked up. My son had his arms out, waiting for a hug. He beckoned me back from the needy vanity I had thought was love but was only a selfish, cruel farce. Smart kid, patiently waiting for his mom to come around, to heal, to home.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Truly there is no time but now. I mustered up the last bit of energy I had. I hugged and listened to my son. He hugged and listened to me. And that, I realized, is all that matters. The busy busy phonies who had wasted so much of my time in the past would go on forever, however long that was, chasin' their tails and chattin' the world dry. But now they'd do it elsewhere. Now, here in my son's heart, I was untouchable. Suddenly I didn't care about tomorrow, because I had fully embraced today. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Finally, fabulously, I was <em>lucky in love</em>. </span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-61524219606068139622009-04-27T19:15:00.000-07:002009-04-27T19:17:45.525-07:00The Humorous Heroine<span style="color:#000000;"><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">The following will appear in "Tough Times, Tough People," available June 16th at your local bookstore. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></em><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">“Annie,” he said, “It’s time to move on.” I had heard rumors about layoffs, but my head reeled. This was coming from a place I had given twelve years of my life, working weekends, working late, covering multiple positions, and generally nurturing the company like it was my own. Yet it had been bought out by a financial conglomerate and so, like many others, I was gone. Within a month, over 10% of the company would be dismissed. It was musical chairs played to the tune of a corporate funeral dirge.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Remember playing musical chairs? You’d walk tentatively in a circle around the seats, enough chairs for all but one unlucky soul, waiting for the music to stop, then diving for a seat. Remember how you felt when you were the one left standing with nowhere to sit? That’s what unemployment feels like. But you not only don’t have a chair. You feel like you don’t have a chance.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">My upbringing had taught me that if you worked hard, you’d be rewarded. I always gave my best effort, putting my personal needs last. My ex-husband had taken advantage of this character trait, and now, I realized, so had my company. A corporate acquisition, coupled with numerous layers of executive incompetence and extravagance, and again my faith was shattered. A bitter lesson learned twice.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I’m a single mother of two boys, struggling to pay a mortgage. We were already running on a tight budget, no fancy vacations or meals out, still paying off an expensive divorce. At least, I had reasoned, I was working and feeding my kids. Now I felt dizzy and rudderless.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">In a way I was relieved to be rid of the job, since it was far from my heart’s desire. My kids were happy I was out. “You never liked that job anyway, Mom,” my eldest said. I was surprised he had noticed. I guess it showed more than I realized. Yet, like any parent, my primary goal was to provide for my family. I figured my heart’s true calling could wait until my kids were well established and out on their own. This downsizing had certainly tweaked my career path.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Still, I had my boys, a bit of savings, and a resilient attitude. I thought of J. K. Rowling, author of the “Harry Potter” series. A single mom in desperate straits, she had written an incredible series of books, pulling herself up by her own bootstraps, out of the gutter and into the gold. It would be a long shot, but maybe, I reasoned, I could do the same.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I’d been writing stories about my childhood and posting them on my web blog. As the daughter of two city people who had moved to the country and started a farm, I had an unusual upbringing, full of wacky happenings and unusual situations. The stories were popular, and for years people had encouraged me to write, so I mused – why not put them all in a book? My parents would soon celebrate their 50th anniversary. This could be a nice gift for them AND for me, if I could get it published.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I always wanted to write for a living but never dared make the jump and leave my day job. What a time to follow my star, but the timing was beyond my control. So I rolled with it as best I could. Every day I spent hours writing the book, then scouring the want ads. No success in my job search, but finally the book was done. I started pitching it to agencies, gaining interest, getting turned down, re-pitching, re-writing, and never giving up. While Life was giving me lemons, I wasn’t exactly making lemonade. I was picking up the lemons and pitching them back at Life. Hard.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Around the same time, I met a man who was pursuing his heart’s ambition of becoming a country music singer/songwriter. What a pair of dreamers we were! Still, he had tremendous talent. I helped him craft his biography, a Web page, press releases, stories for the local newspapers and music magazines, and eventually his first CD. Finally he signed a recording contract. I was thrilled for him, and happy to have helped.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Yet the thrill rang a little hollow. Again I had put someone else first. Yes, I loved him dearly, but this was the classic female faux pas. We’re natural nurturers, helping others succeed and grow. I had to focus on giving my life’s dream a serious effort. And now my livelihood, and that of my children, depended on it.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I wrote for newspapers, magazines - any publication that would have me. I wrote humorous stories, amusing anecdotes, light-hearted tales that would ease a worried world. These were especially troubled times for the print media since, in a financial downturn, the first thing most companies cut is advertising. It seemed everyone was panicking, hunkering down until this fiscal tornado was over. Still, I reasoned, the world needed a hero. Or at least a heroine with a sense of humor.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">“I saw your column in the paper,” my son’s teacher said. “I loved it! I read all your stories. They make me laugh. Please keep writing!”<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">“I saw your Thanksgiving story in the newspaper,” my accountant said. “Hilarious!”<br />Sure, I thought. I’ll keep writing. But my financial hourglass was quickly running out of sand.<br />Then something strange occurred. I had read about it happening before, during the Great Depression. I first noticed it with the film industry– annual revenue was, surprisingly…UP! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">People were tired of hiding from bad times. They wanted to escape, at least for a couple of hours. While they weren’t taking big vacations, they still needed to get away from it all. They did this by going to the movies in record numbers. Tiny breaks from reality, but sorely needed. Could it be the beginning of a turn-around?<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">One afternoon I stopped by a bookstore. It was full of people. It seems the publishing industry was experiencing the same trend as the film business. Book sales were starting to rise. Inspired, literary agents responded, and inquiries for my manuscript increased. My new book was humorous, light, and odd – could it help people forget how difficult times were? I was convinced it was a matter of time before it sold. Still, I was afraid to hope.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">In the meantime, my boyfriend’s record company sent him on a concert tour. Before he left, we had a heart-to-heart talk. Even though we’d be apart, we promised each other that we’d stay close - whatever we would face, we would face together. With renewed strength and confidence, my stories began selling. More newspapers picked up my columns.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">“Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry alone.” I’m fine with that. I write to ease the tough times, help people see the lighter side. Now I can share it with the world. And I’ve never been happier.<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Quite a quirky fairy tale ending! But thank you, tough times. You freed me from a soulless job and shook me out of my comfort zone, enabling me to find true love and follow my heart’s work. I wouldn’t have done it without you.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Life isn’t always what you expect it to be. Sometimes that’s a good thing.</span></span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-53881887037826206292009-03-21T14:30:00.000-07:002009-03-21T15:01:30.018-07:00Today's Stock Tip - Invest in Comedy<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">While channel-surfing the other night, I came across a surly mob of stand-up comedians swapping jokes with each other. It was obvious they had been doing shows together for ages - the personal rapport they shared was terrific. The audience howled their approval. They were hilarious, riffing back and forth, topping each other's lines with the kind of friendly, competitive swagger that only comes from many months of sharing a tour bus toilet.<br /><br />Some poor audience members were busting a gut so hard they seemed to be in pain. You could hear them gasp as their lungs fought for air against the belly laughs. For a moment I wondered if anyone at a comedy club had ever gone into cardiac arrest, or choked so hard on a pun they herniated something. That would be unfortunate, but imagine the bragging rights for the comedian.<br /><br />A friend of mine has a strange tradition. Before talking to me at any length, she first insists on using the bathroom. Apparently I’ve made her laugh so hard she’s had a few accidents. In an odd way, I’m proud. If I had a resume for comedy, that gem would be on it. The <em>Excellence in Comedy Incontinence Award</em>, sponsored by <em>Depends</em>.<br /><br />Sometimes, when she’s around, I push myself, digging for better material in an effort to make her laugh harder. Her bladder challenges me to be better. I’m in a battle of wills with her kidneys.<br /><br />Making people laugh is addicting. You get that first giggle out of them and you crave more. <em>Laugh again, dammit!</em> Your mind races to find the next bit. You want them to laugh so hard it hurts. Which is weird, since funny is supposed to be, well, <em>fun</em>. But by this time, you don’t care about someone’s pain. You’ve found a rhythm, you’re in a groove, and you don’t want it to end, even if someone gets hurt or puddles a chair.<br /><br />When life stinks, it is not hard to be funny - it is darn near impossible. While I've never done actual stand-up in a club, I have a comedian's daily routine of writing down jokes, quips, and quirky observations. Every day I force myself to <em>find the funny, dammit</em>. Some days it's simple. Lately, not so much.<br /></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPGGWsBAAw2fNTi8ymmReN5la3McRH_FAPkieHu-02QzImQ4Twecpn1I_Z1jMUn-Xp8deHEzR42cGVHWNyMR47s7A6WSqGeZyp19B5zMpTOw4XZcU9OOnXmNkf_iWOkh-tTFVegg/s1600-h/bush_bookupsidedown.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315750209661672114" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 253px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPGGWsBAAw2fNTi8ymmReN5la3McRH_FAPkieHu-02QzImQ4Twecpn1I_Z1jMUn-Xp8deHEzR42cGVHWNyMR47s7A6WSqGeZyp19B5zMpTOw4XZcU9OOnXmNkf_iWOkh-tTFVegg/s320/bush_bookupsidedown.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />It was much easier during the Bush administration, when we all still had some money in the bank and a job. It was so easy, anyone could do it. We could all afford a chuckle and some candy.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">But the sweet and easy days of mocking the monkey-eared <em>Decider</em> are gone. Now more than ever, we desperately need to laugh. Even if you're cheery, doing great, with a terrific job, a wonderful spouse, etc. <em>Especially</em> if you're cheery and here's why. Every day, you interact with people on the verge of extreme grumpiness. People who would have no problem thumping you on the freeway, or heaven forbid - throwing candy wrappers on your front lawn. And one thing that can really push a grumpy person over the edge is an excessively cheery person. These grumpy people need a way to blow off steam before they wipe that smile off your dang cheery face with the front bumper of their car.<br /><br />So somehow we need to find a way to laugh this mess - at AIG, at Madoff, at C<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxtLIGoqRuMTLcLRtgd4VWYWWyEEkVHDSR98OZdzIOhJZiE6Fsy1CqhKHMmKemH8SzphP0CLX5HazP8S-o3D055fVdSIcBLDYx-hkrq5gLwc1xtiaFVooJyPILlG9tAF4K4LUjPA/s1600-h/bush_phone_upsidedown.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315750052780956834" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 256px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 260px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxtLIGoqRuMTLcLRtgd4VWYWWyEEkVHDSR98OZdzIOhJZiE6Fsy1CqhKHMmKemH8SzphP0CLX5HazP8S-o3D055fVdSIcBLDYx-hkrq5gLwc1xtiaFVooJyPILlG9tAF4K4LUjPA/s320/bush_phone_upsidedown.jpg" border="0" /></a>ongress, before we all go psycho-grumpy on each other. Yes, it’s a challenge. Which is why only the best comedy will do. The fallout of a lousy economy is that only the strong survive. This is true in business as well as humor. There’s a comedic shake-out going on.<br /><br /><em>Nadir</em> is a funny-sounding word. <em>Nadir, nadir, nadir</em>. It means <em>rock bottom</em>, hitting the lowest you're gonna go. Unlike a roller coaster ride, Life doesn't let you know exactly where and when you're bottoming out. You have to look back over your shoulder after the fact and say, "Yup - that there was my nadir." This is akin to saying, "Yup, I should not have been looking at my nose hair in the rear view mirror and I would have seen the tree." No bonus points for hindsight.<br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">When you’re sitting in your nadir, you usually don’t know it yet. But I’m going to venture a guess and say, hopefully, that right now, we’re sitting in it. It looks like a nadir. It certainly smells like one.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br />If I’m correct, that means things are looking up. And the best way to get up and out of our nadir is to laugh our way out. </span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br /></div><div><br />"Tell me a joke. Say something funny. <em>Now</em>."<br /><br />I used to resent such pressure. What if I didn't feel like being funny? I'm not a foofoo dancing poodle. <em>Hmmph</em>. But it is time to get dancing.<br /><br /><em>Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry alone</em>. Unless you’re laughing so hard you’re crying. Then you’ve come full circle, where bliss meets pain, where hurt is healing, where mirth makes kidneys explode. Maybe not, but close. I'm fine with this. I don't want anyone seeing me cry anyway.<br /></div><div>We need funny. We can't sit here licking our financial wounds forever. And I need to be funny as much as you need to laugh.<br /><br />So laugh, dammit, or I'll throw candy wrappers on your lawn and make your kidneys explode.</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></div></span></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-41421827298669156942009-03-08T15:00:00.000-07:002009-03-21T10:26:32.659-07:00There's a Fly in My Coffee<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">It's another lovely day. <em>Outside</em>. Inside, not so much.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Daylight Savings is here. Time to 'spring forward.' Woo-hoo. Usually I don't care one way or the other about this sort of thing, but today I'm looking forward to losing an hour. Because so far it hasn't been the best of days. <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">First, the morning paper arrives without the comics section. Usually I read this with my sons, and it's never simply not shown up. The rest of the paper is there, intact, but no funny papers, which stinks because it's part of our traditional Sunday ritual. We usually discuss whether anyone could still find <em>Beetle Bailey</em> or <em>Blondie</em> funny, and how <em>Prince Valiant</em> hasn't aged a bit in forty years even though he takes all those zany voyages and never seems to use sunblock. </span><br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">The boys turn up their noses at <em>Family Circus</em>, until I explain that parents are hard-wired to find the stupidest kiddie things amusing. They stare at me. </span><br /><br />"Basically, it guarantees we don't kill you," I explain. They nod.<br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br />To make matters worse, a fly has landed in my coffee. Not sure how long he has been there. Wish we could choose which Daylight Savings hour to lose. I know which hour the fly would take back, and I'd probably agree with him.</span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Then there's the dismal economy. Then there's the media talking about the dismal economy. Then there's the media, realizing that people are tired of hearing about how dismal the economy is, meekly trying to find the bright side of the dismal economy. All this doom and gloom probably sucked the life out of the comics section, which would explain its disappearance. This would all be very amusing if it were a Coen Brothers movie. They'd even find a way to save the fly. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">On a mixed blessing note, my old company was implicated in the Madoff scheme. Lucky for me, they were kind enough to not pay me decent wages, so I could never afford to invest in their IRAs. They then laid me off, along with a lot of other people, so I transferred my meager investments out of there. I would laugh, but there are still a couple of good people working there, and of course they're the ones being hurt. The evil brokers are long gone, probably now working as bailout lobbyists for the banking industry.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">I saw that as somewhat good news, because this company was exposed for unsurly business practices. However, if they go under, locally they'll lay off another few hundred people, putting them in direct competition with me for a job. They've been hemorrhaging staff for a couple of years now, chasing that almighty stock rating by cutting expenses in the form of payroll. That can only work short-term, because the smart employees smell the coffee and fly the coop before the rest of the euphemisms hit the fan, so it's only a matter of time before they shut down.</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">I'd just as soon have a job before all those people flood the job market.<br /></span><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">After a brief memorial ceremony, I dump the fly from my coffee. We make our own comics which, in our opinion, are much funnier than the usual ones. I could have done without so many fart jokes, but at least today I don't have to see <em>Kathy</em> obsessing about her weight/dessert/mother.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">The economy issue's a bit tougher. We try making our own currency, but apparently Madoff has already spoiled that game.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Recently the US government fined UBS, the Swiss banking giant, $780 million for providing illicit tax shelters to US citizens. The Treasury estimates the tax revenue lost through this money-laundering is over $100 billion a year. That's $100,000,000,000.00 per year, or a little over $11,415,525 per hour. And you thought losing an hour was no big deal.</span> <em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">(thanks, Insom, for correcting my math- big numbers make me skittery and prone to error)<br /></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Why not take the UBS fine and fund some education for some future financial rain-makers? Why not train me and a few other intelligent, unemployed schmos to chase down the mini-Madoffs of the world, and all the others who think the rules don't apply to them? The fines we could levy would be enough to fund our payroll, and we could close down a few banking loopholes to help stabilize the industry and pacify Wall Street. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">This is similar to what the police department does with the seized assets of drug-dealers - sell them off to finance better bad-guy finding equipment. Let's finance the bailout with Madoff's lavish New York apartment, hidden assets, and left kidney. As we know from watching <em>Cops</em>, kicking bad-guy butt feels <em>good</em>. It's time for us to do it white-collar style.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">In the meantime, I'm going to scour the park for financial scofflaws. It's such a lovely day outside.</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"> </span></p>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-9857256547244106462009-02-11T18:35:00.000-08:002009-02-12T11:00:47.155-08:00A Heart's True Color<span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I was pretty disgusted with Love. In fact, we weren't even on speaking terms anymore. Nevertheless, every Friday night I went out anyway, just to socialize a bit and get away from the desk. </span><br /></span><br /><div><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">This was one of those typical, discouraging Friday nights. It was quite late, and a rather large man had just finished regaling me with talk of his "forty acre spread outside of Dallas." I wasn't sure if he was talking about a ranch or his waistline. Either way, I found an excuse to escape to another part of the nightclub, telling myself that this would at least make good material for a satirical expose' on the dark underbelly of today's dating scene. Like we needed more underbelly.</span><br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">It wasn't long before another man approached me and out of the blue began to chatter on about the wonderful, loving personality of the common pit bull. </span><br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">"I was recently attacked by pit bulls," I warned. "They nearly killed my dog."</span><br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="color:#000000;">"You just don't understand them," he countered, not missing a beat, but completely missing my warning signs. <em>Here we go,</em> I thought. <em>He's just as misunderstood as his beloved pit bulls, yet the fault belongs to everyone but him. Maybe they'll eat him in his sleep.</em></span></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I think I understood these pits pretty well," I growled. "They had my dog by the jugular." He continued on, oblivious to the disconnect. This guy needed to be in a story. Whether it was in the <em>How NOT to Meet Women</em> handbook, or in a police report after I slugged him for being a complete moron, either way he was destined to be put down on paper.</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">"Excuse me, are you with him?" A cowboy hat interrupted the pit bull monologue. The hat belonged to the best looking guy in the place, and now he had suddenly turned humble in my presence, his hat tipping forward in a sort of cowboy curtsey. Thinking this might be some sort of set up, I glanced about for a hidden camera. The pit bull lecturer was still jabbering. </span><br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">"Oh <em>hell</em>, no!" I replied. "I am NOT with him!" The Hat dipped down, his shoulders shaking at my joke. He caught that quip pretty quickly, a sign of wit and smarts. Perhaps all was not lost.</span> </span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"><br />"Would you like to dance?" The Hat asked.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Where were you an hour ago?" The Hat tipped forward again, laughing. I had known him for all of ten seconds and already I was nagging him. They say sometimes when you meet the right person, you know it right away. We headed for the dance floor.</span></div><br /><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">As we danced, an odd feeling came over me. This was <em>nice</em>. This might work, I thought. That was unexpected and made me a bit dizzy.</span><br /></p><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Most men I meet spend the bulk of their time building themselves up, to the point where they can't maintain their own lofty image, only to slink off to some cave to escape my wrath. Not the Hat. </span><br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I have a two-year-old," he warned, much like someone would mention owning a sawed-off shotgun. He waited, unblinking, for me to squirm.</span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNcb5VuMGZTiyiT4aKI71-5MObk7ZlFRMGN0P494jNhrvGJgUyDu3v8c86kymmoRiiw2f3QF-LVCAqqSlc96K5aqc4wx6RfADjgbOxUAjORaF1KkZWfU_YWuEmnktBgQn5Mk6jHA/s1600-h/howie+2679+cu.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301731387767096722" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 196px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNcb5VuMGZTiyiT4aKI71-5MObk7ZlFRMGN0P494jNhrvGJgUyDu3v8c86kymmoRiiw2f3QF-LVCAqqSlc96K5aqc4wx6RfADjgbOxUAjORaF1KkZWfU_YWuEmnktBgQn5Mk6jHA/s200/howie+2679+cu.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"I have two tween boys," I countered, knowing I was outgunned by the two-year-old, but wanting to show force anyway. </span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"><br />"I smoke and drink," his eyes narrowed and one eyebrow went up. Now he was double-dog daring me.</span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"><br />"I......<em>don't</em>," I had him on this one. He smiled. </span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">We were both at the point in our lives where we didn't want to expend one bit of effort on something that didn't have a chance. So we parried and circled each other, throwing out any frightening bits of our lives that might send the other scurrying down the road. Better to know sooner than later, after wasting time and heartbeats. It was tough love in the form of full-frontal truth. And it <em>worked</em>. We've been together ever since.</span><br /></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">While I don't recommend blabbing your biggest issues to every possible date you meet, I do suggest losing the fluff, the fibs, the phony. It's such an effort, and it's not worth it. It's just not... <em>you</em>.</span><br /></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#000000;">I have an idea. That doesn't occur too often, so perhaps you should listen. It's kind of a romantic idea, which is even rarer, so anyway, you've been warned...<br /><br />Valentine's Day is here. If you've been successful in love, why not plant a heart<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPtyCBZzPuSgZLoQPO5VINPhQBKyUPWiIfjKSzSlWy1MJbSUbjOOiD7OUYW6SjzRQQQ1fpE5S4UamOwPyVTElVy-xYiB0uFUhCIZoFAf3Go1MPz-NbXJ0LMMUuWsA8lp7R20g5EQ/s1600-h/red-heart-03.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301716927458366946" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPtyCBZzPuSgZLoQPO5VINPhQBKyUPWiIfjKSzSlWy1MJbSUbjOOiD7OUYW6SjzRQQQ1fpE5S4UamOwPyVTElVy-xYiB0uFUhCIZoFAf3Go1MPz-NbXJ0LMMUuWsA8lp7R20g5EQ/s320/red-heart-03.jpg" border="0" /></a> where you met your sweetheart? Just a red piece of paper, perhaps taped to the very spot you met. You could put your names on it, or the date you met, or a little inspirational note, or something like "On this spot two hearts met." Or nothing at all.<br /><br />On the flip side, if you met someone, fell in love, and they took your forty acre spread and fed it to their pit bulls, you could place a black heart on the site. In parts of Europe, they have 'Black Spot' areas, featuring little monuments warning drivers that someone died there in an accident. It's an effective, sobering reminder. Why not do the same for misguided love? You could write something like "On this spot, two hearts met, fell in love, and bugged the hell out of each other for 2<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> years and 238 days." Who knows, it might make the next person think twice.</span></span></span></div><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">When you meet your <em>Hat</em>, let me know. Let the world know, and put a red heart on the spot. Love may be blind sometimes, but it doesn't have to be invisible. Give hope to those who are still wading through the fakes and the phonies, and paint the town red. At least for the day.</span></p></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-38975479398038493592009-01-28T10:00:00.000-08:002009-02-01T11:24:39.989-08:00Brazen Coons, Runaway Cows, & Substandard Ducks<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">There are many classic country memories - the smell of beeswax at the old country store, bidding at the stock auction, and checking out the latest tractors at the local Agway. There are many other memories - lesser known and a bit more unique.<br /></span><div><div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Some mornings I’d lie in bed a while, listening to the sound of cattle & pork futures blaring on my parents’ radio. It was our redneck Wall Street stock ticker, prices fluttering up and down ever so slightly. Some mornings, though, I awoke to the sound of my dad’s shotgun. He’d be at his bedroom window, firing at the raccoons in the cornfield. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUleBmOmZeA_SVtozpaNXj4ZC-QsgYiEbhCChn5GmcmeqKM9BAn_PJi0YQ7KsY5Nmmw0A13uTmOSJUmhyLuoQCmuuPqWbQA2-9PyXMtw8rW9hB-WN0quasB-iSGte2xvg3RFdDHg/s1600-h/raccoon.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5296398085871764370" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 180px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUleBmOmZeA_SVtozpaNXj4ZC-QsgYiEbhCChn5GmcmeqKM9BAn_PJi0YQ7KsY5Nmmw0A13uTmOSJUmhyLuoQCmuuPqWbQA2-9PyXMtw8rW9hB-WN0quasB-iSGte2xvg3RFdDHg/s200/raccoon.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“I’m just scaring them,” he’d say as I watched him pull up his pajama bottoms. Dad had a habit of wearing clothes well after the elastic had given up the ghost, to the point that the cloth was shiny and nearly sheer. He’d fire a shot, pull up his droopy drawers, then fire again, never missing a beat.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“Don’t worry, I’m not gonna hit them,” he’d say as I stared at the spectacle. Since I never found a dead raccoon in the cornfield, I left it at that. But I sure wished he’d spring for new pajamas.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Sometimes we wouldn’t get to sleep all the way to the radio. Once in a while, in the middle of the night, the phone would ring. It would be a neighbor calling to tell us our cows were out again, munching their way through his garden. They had to be fetched back home, so at the sound of the telephone, everyone would automatically pile out of bed, into their clothes and wearily head down the road to be zombie cattle wranglers. Mercifully the cows only escaped in the summer, when the smell of the Thompson’s alfalfa down the road was too tempting to resist.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">In the days just prior to a ‘jailbreak,’ I’d often catch the cows ‘working’ the fence line, literally climbing up the fence and pushing on it, trying to find the weakest spot. I lectured them about this, but they never listened. They kept on with their wicked ways, going for destructive, moonlit strolls until we came and got them. Some folks had uncles or brothers they’d retrieve from the local bar at 1 am. We had <em>Midnight, Cindy, Sonny</em>, and a few other rowdy, roaming cows.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“Get your furry butts home right this minute!” I’d hiss at them. I prayed this didn’t get back to my friends at school. While the town girls were probably out on dates, I was half-dressed and frumpy, standing in a field, arguing with a bovine gatecrasher.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“What’s it worth to you?” Midnight would inquire smugly. She was the leader, the shop steward of the cows. It was 1 am, and she was arguing with me.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“Get your butt home now,” I’d sigh, “Or I’ll tie you by the tulips.”<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">We often chained the cows to trees on the front lawn so they could eat the grass. We’d end up with large ‘mowed’ circles, complete with cowpies, and unmowed areas in between. It was an attention-grabbing look. Instead of crop circles, we had ‘crap circles.’ There was a flower bed in one area that contained mostly tulips, and I knew Midnight couldn’t stand them. She despised them, actually, not even daring to step on them, and eating all the grass neatly around them. We liked to put her there because she did such a good job, but I knew she hated it.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">“Fine,” Midnight huffed, flicking her tail and sticking her tongue up her nose as she turned toward home. “I wasn’t that hungry anyway.”<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Somehow word got out about my cattle wrangling skills (I blame my sister), and I was offered a job at the Dutchess County Fair. Not just any job, mind you, but a job in the baby animal tent. It was my first real employment, and being a co<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsYT2VQfLu3ohOXQlZ6Ehb_XudP0DbqhrskqXqBuS8_foGvlYng0WADqA5yJrgdHQckpiba4ppYdW_ZnBxtbptO0Edz4c9yNhlVUnubobgd_V9tWf2nYaeVy8SbYlE618DKg9H5A/s1600-h/duckling.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5296396550049729314" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 199px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsYT2VQfLu3ohOXQlZ6Ehb_XudP0DbqhrskqXqBuS8_foGvlYng0WADqA5yJrgdHQckpiba4ppYdW_ZnBxtbptO0Edz4c9yNhlVUnubobgd_V9tWf2nYaeVy8SbYlE618DKg9H5A/s200/duckling.jpg" border="0" /></a>w-whisperer, I took it very seriously. Besides the usual feeding and pen-maintenance, I was saddled with the task of teaching baby ducks to walk up a ramp, grab a bite of food, then slide down the slide. This would be easy if baby ducks came equipped with at least the tiniest hint of a brain stem. I could push them up that ramp all day, but unless I crammed food right down their throats, they weren’t getting it. Suddenly the cows looked smart.<br /></div></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Early visitors to our tent did not get to witness cute, quacking ducklings waddling happily up a ramp and sliding down a slide. Instead, they were treated to a puppet show. I was the puppeteer, having my right hand shoved neatly up a baby duck’s butt, ‘walking’ it up the ramp, where my left hand would force feed some meal down its gullet as the right hand flicked it down the slick slide. The baby duck would choke a bit on its dinner as it tumbled down into the water, hopefully landing right side up. I’d wear a big smile and exclaim how cute the ducklings were as I shoved my right hand up the next duck’s butt. I’m sure quite a few of those ducks are still in therapy.<br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhW4c4cw7ZrVeM0SLwGLpk-cE7S_ovSah_JFHFcTFaZQdY4dnYSU7gCkUHJ7v6_zZGEVQyw9KFwuT1w7txdE7J3p9pvcorkrE2kEFNJHgClasIS8gxFBCjq-qFQpPkDTeoOa6zgzQ/s1600-h/dc+fair.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5296396343230034754" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 249px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhW4c4cw7ZrVeM0SLwGLpk-cE7S_ovSah_JFHFcTFaZQdY4dnYSU7gCkUHJ7v6_zZGEVQyw9KFwuT1w7txdE7J3p9pvcorkrE2kEFNJHgClasIS8gxFBCjq-qFQpPkDTeoOa6zgzQ/s320/dc+fair.jpg" border="0" /></a>The Fair was a huge deal, almost the biggest fair in New York State. What made it so big was that it was within commuting distance of New York City. So every year, our little town was inundated with city folk intent on having a good old country time. Whether they stepped on us in the process didn’t matter – they were going to spend a day in the country admiring the local kitsch, littering, and stomping on our every word with the most bizarre accent. My parents still had a Brooklyn accent, but it was nowhere near as raucous and brazen as these urban interlopers. I was stunned. It seemed, also, that many of these urbanites were missing a key filter between their brain and their mouth. Every little thing that came out of their brain went directly out their mouth, with no processing whatsoever, much like the primitive digestive tract of a tapeworm. Suddenly the cows looked smart.<br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Eventually I had ‘puppeteered’ enough duck butts that the mere sight of me was enough to send the birds squawking up the ramp. One of my favorite activities was to watch the look on the city people when they noticed the effect I had on the animals. They’d stand there, jabbering away, their accents sawing at words like dull chainsaws. I’d stare at them. Once I had their attention, I’d motion to the ducklings. This was their cue to run up the ramp and do their thing. Then I’d watch the city slickers’ jaws drop. I’d give them the ‘<em>you’re next’</em> look, and they’d skitter away, speechless.</span></div></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-60760001823894881602009-01-25T20:35:00.000-08:002009-01-25T20:44:39.647-08:00Drivin' Me Crazy<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Finally I was old enough to drive a legitimate vehicle on a legitimate road. After years of riding tractors, dirt bikes, horses, cows, and dune buggies, this was guaranteed to be a cakewalk. Just the idea of having a seatbelt, a roof, and a real road made it seem so sissy-fied.<br /><br />Our grandmother, Nana, had a simple automatic two-door sedan. It was a Gremlin, as ugly as a Scotsman’s backside, but an easy car to drive. There were a few other advantages to having Nana as a driving teacher - Nana’s eyesight was fading, so she was oblivious to near misses. If something happened, she’d have to rely on my version of the story. She liked to have a glass or two of wine, which always helps one relax prior to a crash. The best part was that this would get her away from all those bundt cakes she insisted on baking. We were all quite sick of eating her damn bundt cakes.<br /><br />But I had forgotten something. Having Nana teach me would be the easiest way to learn. However, the easy way was not the Irish way. Oh, <em>nooooo</em>. Instead, we would take a cherished, high-strung sports car, put a nervous rookie behind the wheel, and add a trigger-happy father next to her barking instructions. And just for kicks, we did it all uphill.<br /><br />Dad had splurged a bit on a mid-life crisis in the form of a horrifically fussy, stick-shift sports car, a Volkswagen Scirocco. I knew about shifting from driving the farm trucks, but Dad’s Scirocco was a whole ‘nuther story. It was literally like going from a plow horse to a race horse.<br /><br />I’ve met prom queens less temperamental than this car. If you didn’t engage the clutch at exactly the right time, while the moon was in alignment with Mercury, it would not only stall, it would shudder hard enough to slam your face into the steering wheel eight times, <em>then</em> stall.<br /><br />Dad drove until he got to a big hill. Then he turned off the ignition, set the emergency brake, and got out of his beloved dream car. We switched seats.<br /><br />On one side was a hay field, on the other a cemetery. He figured I couldn’t kill anyone if I went off the road there.<br /><br />“Drive,” he said.<br /><br />I turned the key. “Ca-<em>chunk</em>,” replied the car, slapping me into the steering wheel. Dad always left the car in gear. Oops. I pushed in on the clutch and held it down as I tried the ignition again. The car was now purring. Or growling, depending on your point of view.<br /><br />I eased carefully off the clutch. <em>RrrrrrrRRRrrr</em>. A rumble, a stutter, then nothing.<br /><br />“Ca-<em>chunk</em>,” the car sent my head smacking into the steering wheel.<br /><br />“Emergency brake,” Dad growled through locked teeth. We both needed a beer. The car needed a shot of Jack Daniels. I took the emergency brake off. We rolled backward. I started again, this time from negative 5 miles per hour.<br /><br />After several clutch-grinding, head-slapping attempts, I eventually got the car into first gear. It leaped and lurched up the hill like a rabid mountain goat on Red Bull.<br /><br />“Second gear,” Dad held the dash at arms length to keep from smacking into it again. <em>Another</em> gear? <em>Damn</em>!<br /><br />“<em>Wwwwwhiiiiiiiine</em>!” the car sputtered but reluctantly accepted the shift. Trees zoomed past. A squirrel ran for its life.<br /><br /><em>Thump–bucka-bucka-bucka</em>! Gravel hit the undercarriage as we caromed off the road and across a ditch. I aimed us back toward blacktop, but the car spun on the soft sod. We missed the cemetery fence and the Traver family headstone. Thank goodness Mr. Marquardt had opted for one of those low, flat, grave markers. The rough, textured top helped us regain our traction. We came back from the dead and headed toward pavement.<br /><br />“Third gear,” Dad was now grinding his teeth. More gears AND keeping all four tires on blacktop - this multi-tasking was becoming a real pain in the ass. We were back on the road but quickly running out of hill.<br /><br />“<em>Wwwwwhiiiiiiiine</em>!” the car fishtailed a bit as I shifted, then roared forward, gobbling up the rest of the hill.<br /><br />At the crest was St. Paul’s Lutheran Church. Established in 1760, to my knowledge it had never been hit by a car. Several huge maple trees held vigil, protecting it from vehicular attack. We threaded the maple tree needle and rapidly approached the church’s red front doors. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidUL5Tc26hk2S4hI2aFL_p0VzSycS3Tz6Gom9wGhCSEAoEkn7r41mWMicsKC3XJ3CoFQ2xU9KV3wfG_TD5JGhapjAEBMhoOlwPJUSG9bYPkJEvSK_YTsHF4urGpqFgbngwOVXJhQ/s1600-h/St.+Pauls.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5295454328680685650" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 295px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidUL5Tc26hk2S4hI2aFL_p0VzSycS3Tz6Gom9wGhCSEAoEkn7r41mWMicsKC3XJ3CoFQ2xU9KV3wfG_TD5JGhapjAEBMhoOlwPJUSG9bYPkJEvSK_YTsHF4urGpqFgbngwOVXJhQ/s400/St.+Pauls.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />“Stop!” said Dad. I hit the brake with my right foot, the clutch with my left, and spun the steering wheel hard to the left. I figured if one of those moves would help, all three just might save us.<br /><br />The car hooked left, popping a sideways wheelie, the left-side tires heading heavenward for a moment as the church steps loomed perilously close to the passenger-side door. I looked over, or <em>down</em>, at my dad as gravel skittered across the church patio. The car righted itself and rolled forward slowly. I peered into the rear view to see if any witnesses made it out alive.<br /><br />“Look, Dad, I made a happy face!” There behind us, on the front lawn of St. Paul’s, was a big skiddy grin, complete with two eyes where the left-side tires had come back to earth.<br /><br />We switched seats.<br /><br />“Drive,” Nana said.<br /><br />I put the unsightly Gremlin in gear and motored evenly down our sleepy, level road.<br /><br />“You know, doing this for you, I won’t have time to bake your favorite bundt cake today,” Nana grumbled. “I hope you appreciate that.”<br /><br />“Ca-<em>chunk</em>!” I thought to myself.</span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-290113183375798572009-01-19T13:00:00.000-08:002009-01-19T19:17:01.501-08:00Can't We All Just Not Care Anymore?<span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">As I do on most Mondays, I drove the kids to school. It was closed for Martin Luther King Day. Yes, I should have realized this. While it's one of those marginal holidays, schools are big on celebrating this one. Even though they celebrate it for the wrong reasons.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">The United States is about to inaugurate its first black president. He also happens to be half-Irish, but </span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">the black part is the big deal, simply because it's new. Record breakers are by definition newsworthy, so I get that. But I'm weary of it. I'm impatient for the next step. Which should be, as far as genetics go, a yawn.</span></span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_xpI5CL0lVoohrVgYOcS3VM_I85xOOWXLBhPBRFOQUgVZfdbW2_8DnKT66cEcjfS1B_qqKSD1Jy-uuzERzXSB1egvxRizdiufDmqxwS-C3iDPe7K13nb_Vni00koSEnWA2vG6mg/s1600-h/whites-only.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293111881892561554" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 306px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_xpI5CL0lVoohrVgYOcS3VM_I85xOOWXLBhPBRFOQUgVZfdbW2_8DnKT66cEcjfS1B_qqKSD1Jy-uuzERzXSB1egvxRizdiufDmqxwS-C3iDPe7K13nb_Vni00koSEnWA2vG6mg/s320/whites-only.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">The other day my son's classmate had to choose a teammate for a class project. He chose between two people. "I didn't pick <em>her</em> because she's Mexican," he said. As he grows, he will learn not to give voice to his thoughts. But unless we do something, his thoughts will still be there.</span><br /></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">This all irks me. I'm tired of it being such a big deal. King's speech was nearly 45 years ago. When do we become colorblind?</span></span><br /></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Celebrating one group to make up for past transgressions does not necessarily lead to equality. D<span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">o it incorrectly, and it leads to jealousy, retaliation, and deluded entitlement. </span></span>Schools and other entities celebrate 'Black History Month.' My son wants to know when 'White History Month' is. I want to know when we quit thinking in terms of race. </span></span><br /></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Years ago my cousin married a Puerto Rican Jew. She converted to Catholicism to be with him. At the wedding, there were a few tense moments. Being Jewish, the bride's side of the chapel was clueless on when to sit, kneel, stand, etc. My dad took full advantage of this by starting to kneel, then sitting, then standing. He had the entire left side of the church faked out, following him in a monkey-see, monkey-do sort of Catholic hyper-genuflecting. Both sides of the church were in hysterics. Except for the moms and the priest. They were required by law to show their disapproval.</span><br /></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Later on, during the reception, the bride's side of the family was having their picture taken. My dad started making fun of them. "Hey, look at all the Spics!" he laughed. </span><br /></p><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">"Hey, look at all the Micks!" one of them called back. They laughed. We laughed. No <em>Jets and Sharks</em> that day. Just Micks and Spics. They started singing some songs in Spanish. My Nana burst into a heartfelt rendition of <em>Danny Boy</em>. We all had a drink and a very good time.</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">So we celebrate our differences. How we <em>react</em> to those differences is the key. When it comes down to it, I really don't care what color the president is. What's his economic plan? He could be purple with green stripes and curly antennae - just get me a<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ6QZggBbUcAKfo1lk9BAOQ4WXB_qFVZilranW_teQn1EMftuoctZGJbkE8GA0HZEi-2uBfQzG5A7uAipkn6Z-E-tG9GOctCx9bQ9VSdPRqf42BDFiGuuA41UHpnRBY_NTfK_hwQ/s1600-h/no+irish+need+apply.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293110757929536626" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 167px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ6QZggBbUcAKfo1lk9BAOQ4WXB_qFVZilranW_teQn1EMftuoctZGJbkE8GA0HZEi-2uBfQzG5A7uAipkn6Z-E-tG9GOctCx9bQ9VSdPRqf42BDFiGuuA41UHpnRBY_NTfK_hwQ/s320/no+irish+need+apply.gif" border="0" /></a> job, please! </span></span></span><br /></p><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">L</span></span><span style="color:#000000;">et's toast the new president for what he symbolizes - a fresh start. Then let's get started. He's going to need all the help he can get, poor guy - his mother-in-law is moving in with him. </span></span><br /></p><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">I, too, have a dream. I dream of a day when it doesn't matter what color or gender a president is, when a woman is paid the same as a man, when the word 'Muslim' does not automatically translate to 'terrorist,' when you can marry who you love and nobody fears you will infect their family with your 'differentness.' Yeah, I dream a <em>lot</em>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">We have a very long way to go.</span></span></p></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-54865351892077254822009-01-17T20:00:00.000-08:002009-01-17T20:00:00.635-08:00"Prom" is a Four Letter Word<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Dad (shoved through my bedroom doorway by Mom): You know about the birds and the bees, right?<br /><br />Me: Dad, we live on a farm.<br /><br />Dad: Right…ok, guess we’re done!<br /><br />As a teenager, it was sometimes necessary to step away from the barn and re-enter civilization. This was not something I looked forward to. In fact, I avoided it at all costs.<br /><br />Flashback to my 16th birthday. A huge gift box. I open it and out spills a puff of red and white lace and chiffon. "What is it?" I ask. I was hoping for a new saddle blanket. This was not a saddle blanket.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"It's a dress," my mother replies excitedly and slowly, as if she were a missionary explaining Christianity to the great unwashed. I wear jeans and flannel shirts. Nothing against dresses, but they tend to get caught in the double clutch on the tractor.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"A what?" I ask, searching desperately for the receipt.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">"A PROM dress," she clarifies right before I pass out. I had never even gone on a date. I had been a<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoyRLHUbqN823DrRSnCmuBJMyk9Eg0Ui2xTplQbdQ3Mh5-Vrg4XBx3plvNsidjWc8_kT-4KZs7OgBCKgUhc4WPuDOwKe00fKR3-1B5lp13scCuL4aatT03T-Agwc9dZYmnCgk3xg/s1600-h/prom+dress+sketch+2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5292477042163802098" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 116px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoyRLHUbqN823DrRSnCmuBJMyk9Eg0Ui2xTplQbdQ3Mh5-Vrg4XBx3plvNsidjWc8_kT-4KZs7OgBCKgUhc4WPuDOwKe00fKR3-1B5lp13scCuL4aatT03T-Agwc9dZYmnCgk3xg/s320/prom+dress+sketch+2.jpg" border="0" /></a>sked out a few times, but since I never knew what to say, I usually just stared back or walked away. That did not go over well, and pretty soon guys quit asking. Now I had a big, stupid, fluffy dress from of all places, that ultra-vogue icon of fashion – Sears, and a mother fully expecting me to grow breasts and social skills in three months. Cupid, shoot me now.<br /><br />On an even playing field, I might have had a chance. But it was far from a fair battle. I was completely unprepared to match girly wits with the town princesses. For years they had been painting their nails, tweezing their eyebrows, sharpening their flirtation skills, studying <em>Tiger Beat</em>, and generally obsessing about the opposite sex. Meanwhile I was shoveling chicken poo and teaching my horse how to not kill me.<br /><br />A new boy had just moved to our town. At a small school like ours, where each grade averaged about a hundred people, a new classmate was big news. The even bigger news was that Bernie O’Callaghan was adorable, probably the best looking guy in our class. All the townie girls were abuzz and atwitter, eyelashes fluttering wildly, twirling their hair, snapping their gum, filing their nails, and generally making fools of themselves. I was my usual oblivious bookworm self.<br /><br />Part of what made Bernie so adorable was his tendency to ignore the rules. He was not concerned about the supreme high school directive of never asking anyone out who got better grades than you. He could care less about grades, including his own. He could care less about what others thought. He was an impish Irish scalawag of the highest, or perhaps lowest, order.<br /><br />Many of the top social butterflies were waiting for Bernie to ask one of them to the prom. They were, in fact, already fighting over him. Then the strange part happened. A friend of mine found out that Bernie was interested in, of all people, <em>me</em>. Once she recovered from the shock, she cornered me and insisted on becoming my “social coach.” She was tired of watching guys wilt in my gaze, and my insistence on spinsterhood as a career choice. So she staged an intervention.<br /><br />Some of the townie girls were quite upset by the way things eventually turned out, and my friend still fears retribution, so I’ve agreed to conceal her identity. We’ll just refer to her as “Deep Prom.”<br /><br />Deep Prom: You know that new boy, Bernie?<br /><br />Me: Yeah.<br /><br />Deep Prom: He likes you.<br /><br />Me: Huh. That’s weird.<br /><br />Deep Prom: He wants to ask you out to the Prom.<br /><br />Me: W-what?<br /><br />Deep Prom: First, though, you gotta tweeze your eyebrows.<br /><br />Me: <em>W-what?<br /></em><br />I was clueless, more concerned with our upcoming standardized tests. Usually I’d continue to be clueless, but this time I had my mother to answer to. My mother and that big, stupid, fluffy Sears dress. So "Deep Prom" set up a meeting. It was an offer I couldn’t refuse.<br /><br />Bernie: What are you doing Friday night?<br /><br />Me: Nothing. Why?<br /><br />Bernie: Would you like to go to the prom with me?<br /><br />Me: Ok. But why don’t we go on Saturday night like everyone else?<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Bernie: Sounds like a plan.<br /><br />Bernie didn’t even blink. He wasn’t aware of my tendency to reduce guys to limpid puddles by staring at them. As it turned out, he stared right back. In a bizarre quirk of nature, I had a feisty, hunky date and a dress. I was terrified.<br /><br />In the name of style, we women do hurtful things to ourselves. Hair removal is right up there on the owie chart with high heels and chronic insecurity. But Deep Prom was right –my eyebrows needed a mowing. Wow, did that hurt. Now I understood why the townie girls were a bit skitter-headed. Beauty was downright painful.<br /><br />I made a serious effort to get rid of my farmer’s tan and do something with my wild Irish hair. The real difference came when I put on makeup. Suddenly I had eyelashes, cheekbones, and the potential to make some townie girls cry. We were truly making a silk purse out of a sow’s caretaker.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTg6wcnToIizTCah4x4CPyBMsKFVC8Rst32gCDf9-GZu5Ta5x38F9ckiR-NjyH6JroI4fKrojeBb6ub5z1wGHPFRHLpMa5fsVNtzmgPfyWNDeqi0WJorP-1-l5W5edoXRr2hwe0A/s1600-h/prom+dress+sketch.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5292477257250846882" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 113px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTg6wcnToIizTCah4x4CPyBMsKFVC8Rst32gCDf9-GZu5Ta5x38F9ckiR-NjyH6JroI4fKrojeBb6ub5z1wGHPFRHLpMa5fsVNtzmgPfyWNDeqi0WJorP-1-l5W5edoXRr2hwe0A/s320/prom+dress+sketch.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Prom night was wonderful, even if the butterflies in my stomach did most of the dancing. A few of the town princesses, in their battle for the supreme dress, had ended up in the fashion nightmare of wearing the exact same dress. I believe the style was from Neiman Marcus in New York City. By the time they were done tearing each other apart, though, the dresses were quite different from each other, bearing various rips, slashes, and scratches, a bizarre yet compelling process of customization. My Sears dress, with its red velvet roses on white chiffon, held up just fine. So did Bernie.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">I then returned to my studies.</span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-33430570384722799382009-01-14T12:15:00.000-08:002009-01-15T17:45:24.287-08:00Country Cookin'<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOT9lfia6VaRhVCLPVQexz_vsWmr8l3jwl3IpArbeHsujz_WA7bdGbW68RU9BG-p1BNtqT6Yy0tOvHQLbQGbGjyVZii1QyryrmOoz39F5GjIpxmM4UXU64LGTacP4GIMnc_ZeQpQ/s1600-h/me+horse+apple+001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291586946840348786" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 170px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOT9lfia6VaRhVCLPVQexz_vsWmr8l3jwl3IpArbeHsujz_WA7bdGbW68RU9BG-p1BNtqT6Yy0tOvHQLbQGbGjyVZii1QyryrmOoz39F5GjIpxmM4UXU64LGTacP4GIMnc_ZeQpQ/s200/me+horse+apple+001.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">To many, the term country cookin’ conjures up visions of barbequed squirrel, home-baked pie, and deep-fried whatnot. This was certainly not in our case in our house. Dad had a full-time job, plus the farm, plus a side job land-surveying. Mom had us four kids, a herd of cows, several horses, four dogs, a cat or two, a few hundred chickens, the land-surveying business, a snoopy mother-in-law, a house the size of a small European country, and my dad. When in the world was there time to bake pie?<br /><br />On <em>The Andy Griffith Show</em>, Aunt Bee was constantly scuttling about the kitchen baking, roasting, or frying something. She was always dressed just so, everything ironed and in its place, even her double chin. That needy voice of hers bothered me, and Andy’s awkward bachelor lifestyle seemed suspicious, but that’s another story. I love home-made pie just as much as the next person, but no pie, no matter how tasty, is worth that amount of dysfunctional whining. Hand them each a bottle of Jack Daniels and just let them rip at each other once and for all. I’d watch <em>that</em> episode twice.<br /><br />I’m sure somewhere there’s a country matriarch bustling about the stove daily, fussing over seven-course meals, but she’s either got an Easybake Oven, plastic teacups, and a teddy bear, or she’s bakin<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLjGpyBcUuDRNTfg8UBCgh-2xDwbU87xNVfndrfneDY9rLTbUxz6he2JE_K9-qawNFXMxolmeiwerYTKy3JyZ93RTblIAPvMRet7uxny6YxNgfemBeXOhv1eomEspDnnkEsO-UZw/s1600-h/aunt+bee%27s+kitchen.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291700626580026562" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLjGpyBcUuDRNTfg8UBCgh-2xDwbU87xNVfndrfneDY9rLTbUxz6he2JE_K9-qawNFXMxolmeiwerYTKy3JyZ93RTblIAPvMRet7uxny6YxNgfemBeXOhv1eomEspDnnkEsO-UZw/s320/aunt+bee%27s+kitchen.jpg" border="0" /></a>g fluffy cloud cakes for her roommates in the local psychiatric hospital. On a realistic, working farm, they would’ve hauled her outside, slapped a baseball cap on her, and had her stack hay bales in the barn for three hours. If she felt like stirring and spicing after that, go for it. Bye-bye, double-chin. Bye-bye, whine. </span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">While Aunt Bee didn’t live on a farm, television watchers (aka city dwellers) were given the impression that all country folk do is sit around and bake peach cobbler. On our farm, Aunt Bee would have serious biceps, wear coveralls, and tell Opie to “cowboy up.”<br /><br />Because of shows like <em>The Andy Griffith Show</em>, <em>Green Acres</em>, and <em>Petticoat Junction</em>, the lifestyle of the rural gourmet has been grossly misconstrued. Let’s take a look at some of the key differences: </span></div><ul><li><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">There’s no one person dedicated to cooking. In fact, the person who made dinner was most likely just lifting bales next to you in the hayfield. In other words, do not expect homemade pie for dessert. </span><br /><br /></li><li><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">You <em>will</em> be expected to help. Yes, you just stacked two hundred and fifty bales of hay. Wash your hands and set the table. </span></li><br /><br /><li><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">No sparkling clean kitchen here, unless you’re eating outside and it just rained. Table scraps roll downhill, and the dogs keep the floor relatively clean. Good enough until winter comes and we have time for some deep cleaning. (The coziest work in the winter is near the wood stove in the kitchen.) </span></li><br /><br /><li><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">The pet you scratched behind the ear last week might now be on your plate. And he might taste pretty good. Horrible thought, right? I had trouble with that one, too. Until I tasted the chicken. It was <em>really</em> good.<br /></li></ul></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><div></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">This marked my introduction to what some call <em>feminism</em>. It was more like country common sense equality. If you could do it, then do it. If you couldn’t, you’d learn. The tractor didn’t care whether you were packing a trouser snake. Get it in gear and get the hay in, please.<br /><br />On the flip side, the boys were expected to clean up and help with food and laundry. They didn’t care for it too much. So that was fun to watch.<br /><br />In high school, girls took <em>Home Economics</em> and boys took <em>Shop</em>. I questioned that logic, mentioning it in passing to the principal one day. Sure enough, the next year everyone took Home Economics and Shop. While I made a few enemies that year, it was quite by accident - I never expected the principal to actually listen. I couldn’t wait to get to the real world and make some real changes. Just lasso a few flying pigs and make the world a better place. Piece of cake. Or pie.<br /><br /><em>The pizza run –<br /></em>One of my favorite splurges was every Sunday night when we’d order pizza. Since we were far beyond the delivery area, we had to go fetch it. I enjoyed bringing it home, trying to get back quickly so the pizza was still nice and hot. Since there was no direct route between our house and the pizza joint, I was, for the sake of hot pizza, compelled to barrel down twisting country roads. This was as close to running moonshine as I would ever get, so I took full advantage of it. There were no police cars watching for speeding pizza runners, however, deer liked to jump out of nowhere. Swerving to avoid a deer does very bad things to pizza cheese. I’d race home in record time, only to open the pizza box to discover that the lateral g forces had had a severe, negative impact on the mozzarella. In the middle of the box, there’d be a tomatoed circle of dough. A large, frightened pile of cheese would be plastered to one side of the box. Still hot, of course.<br /><br /><em>Daddy tried -<br /></em>Beyond the basic hot dogs, hamburgers, and pizza we consumed, my dad did have some interesting culinary experiments. Most dads take pride in their barbeque skills. This was BBBQ – <em>beyond</em> barbeque. Every once in a while he’d find an irregular recipe for cooking up homemade oddities. They always started with tremendous potential and somehow took a wrong turn. For instance:<br /><br />· One year we had an over abundance of tomatoes, so he decided to make tomato sauce. Or maybe it was ketchup. Not sure which one it was supposed to be. I only knew that it was inedible. Later we discovered that our ‘Big Boy’ tomatoes weren’t the right type for canning or pickling or torturing or whatever Dad was doing to them. All I remember is staring at row upon row of mason jars full of tomato seeds, skin, pulp, and vinegar, worrying about when I’d be forced to consume their contents. Or whether the tortured tomatoes would evolve, escape, and consume <em>me</em>.<br /><br />· Apple sauce takes lots of cooking in a big pressure cooker. If the pressure isn’t monitored and goes too high, pressure cooker parts fly in all directions, and boiling hot apple sauce follows the parts. We learned that.<br /></span><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br />· Homemade root beer was his next attempt. Absolutely flat. Not much is sadder than getting a whiff of the sweet scent of real root beer, only to be repulsed by a lack of bubbles. I wanted to find out who was giving my dad such a nutty do-it-yourself idea and knock <em>him</em> flat.<br /><br />· The home-brewed apple cider never went flat. It did, however, distill a bit too long, eventually turning into rather potent applejack. We had to carefully remove it from the crawlspace under the house, first venting the area to release the methanol that had built up down there. I was hoping we could at least feed it to the livestock and watch them stumble around. Not much is funnier than a drunken cow slurring her words. I would be reminded of this again much later when I attended my first sorority party.</span> </div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-58855988498424713942009-01-13T14:45:00.000-08:002009-01-13T14:45:00.345-08:00DMV, Easy as ABC<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoN2K-UHLAVI9Q7-PHNHoOeevJ79V5HzMd-b2Kz779ZDI1YK5ecy4-bzz4_dcavwK5EJARcWvZ4AqibvKQy0RFhFn5N9VqOPWrjcso02LYMwSVP14As0ryA-RFpBeU3HtqZJJpnQ/s1600-h/dmv+sketch.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5290910806038780114" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 183px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoN2K-UHLAVI9Q7-PHNHoOeevJ79V5HzMd-b2Kz779ZDI1YK5ecy4-bzz4_dcavwK5EJARcWvZ4AqibvKQy0RFhFn5N9VqOPWrjcso02LYMwSVP14As0ryA-RFpBeU3HtqZJJpnQ/s320/dmv+sketch.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">My driver's license was expiring, and those fine folks at the Department of Motor Vehicles wanted an updated photo of me. They politely declined the picture from my Christmas card. Instead, they insisted I visit them. Yes, a trip to the DMV, I feel your pity. But I also sensed a journalistic opportunity, perhaps another chapter in the ongoing adventure, "Shock and Awe at Government Inefficiencies."</span><br /><div><div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">With the EDD buried under ten tons of unemployment sludge, the thought of visiting any government facility had me shaking. But I'm a writer, and that's what we do. We brave horrific situations and risk great peril to bring you the story. Especially when we have to go there anyway.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">First I tried going online to set up an appointment. As anyone who lives on this planet knows, you don't even think about the DMV without an appointment. You probably needed an appointment just to read this article. I entered my information, and the system assigned me to a day a few weeks into the future, well past my license expiration date. How <em>could</em> they! Strike one.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">So I called them. You laugh, I know. <em>Here comes</em> <em>strike two</em>. A silly thing to do, unless you have several hours to spare. "Your wait time is less than five minutes," said the recording. <em>Whoa</em>. I heard that several times, and began to wonder if they should be a bit more honest and change it to say, ""Your wait time is less than five minutes <em>until you hear this recording again</em>."</span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"><br />Eventually someone came on the line. The wait was approximately 7 minutes and 23.27 seconds. He cheerfully explained that the DMV would not penalize me for being a few days late on my license renewal. I coughed. "However, the <em>police</em> might not see it the same way," he added. Ok, then.</span><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"><br />"Let me check the wait time at your local office," he said. "Let's see - the Thousand Oaks office has a wait time of approximately...." he paused. And paused. And paused. "Three minutes."</span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWCBJBsKjo5Wu5orpTqa4JaSzVWOGCxYtb8ck4GDHpqMx460b3H-phJlqhWsQv9j1jc5-fxqvlYQWkut_YCDy2jL8UCDsFJUirxyMfI8qFbiOik4_PPFJ70G3DYnS9PsGnCki1mQ/s1600-h/death+at+dmv.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5290910337216642930" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 185px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 186px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWCBJBsKjo5Wu5orpTqa4JaSzVWOGCxYtb8ck4GDHpqMx460b3H-phJlqhWsQv9j1jc5-fxqvlYQWkut_YCDy2jL8UCDsFJUirxyMfI8qFbiOik4_PPFJ70G3DYnS9PsGnCki1mQ/s400/death+at+dmv.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"So I can either wait three weeks for an appointment, or go in there now and wait three minutes?"</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Approximately."</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">"Hmmm...I'll have to think about this. Thanks." I hung up and got in the car.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">I walked in and was given a ticket with a number on it, something insanely high like <em>6,302</em>. Luckily I brought with me two books, lunch, a snack, and several bottles of water. Before I could cross the room, an electronic voice called my number. Approximate wait time was less than zero. This was getting weird.</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">After an eye test (<em>shouldn't it be an "EYES test?" We have two of them</em>), I paid by check, putting "2008" on it instead of "2009." Now I was doomed - sure to be put in a line for numb-numbered knuckleheads, made to stare at a huge calendar for an hour or so until I got it right. Nope. Just a polite chuckle at my goof. Then on to get my picture taken. </span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Just a notch above mug shots, driver's license photos are notorious for being unflattering. Maybe after a long wait, people are awakened by the bright flash, hence the classic <em>deer-in-the-headlights</em> driver's license stare. Not at <em>this</em> DMV office. A lovely older woman sporting a charming smile and a yellow, stuffed lizard took my photo. Who can resist smiling back at a lady who reminds you of your Nana? Especially when she's waving a bright yellow lizard at <span style="color:#000000;">you.</span></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">The only wait involved in the whole process was the DMV waiting for <em>me. </em>It probably took you longer to read this column than it did for me to renew my license. Approximately.</span></div></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-67714273319300674432009-01-09T07:30:00.000-08:002009-01-09T07:30:01.323-08:00Big Red<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">In rural areas, city rules are bent, tweaked and twisted until they resemble country roads. Things that make sense in urban areas simply don’t apply out here. We intend to keep it that way, for good reason.<br /><br />For instance, regardless of age, every able body works. If you can drive, that adds a tool to your toolbox. Suddenly you can run equipment down to the hayfield or deliver lunch to Dad when he’s cutting down trees in the back woods. Farm work tends to mature kids a bit earlier, so waiting until sixteen to learn how to drive seems just plain silly. Especially when you’re the oldest kid – Mom and Dad have been running all the errands and are anxious to put you behind the wheel. A very dented and rickety wheel, but a wheel nonetheless.<br /><br />For town kids, your 16th birthday is usually the momentous day upon which your parents hire a professional company to whisk you away and teach you how to drive. The perilous, stressful business of learning to drive is administered by trained, well-medicated instructors in a well-padded, sterile environment. Mom and Dad throw some money at the issue, then go duck and cover.<br /><br />In the country, there are tons of vehicles and animals upon which to practice your driving skills. After trying to get an ornery two-year-old horse to stop, finding the brakes on a car is child’s play. Your horse has already taught you a basic rule - you mess up stopping on a horse, and you will soon be sporting stitches or worse. Ye olde simple country rule – mistake=pain.<br /><br />When I was about twelve, I was given an all-terrain vehicle. It was pink, had six moon tires, a massive roll bar, an earsplitting engine, and was named Maxx. It could go through nearly anything, including deep mud, water, and snowdrifts, even taking on steep hills. The butterfly choke didn’t work very well - in order to start it, you had to lean way back across the engine, putting your hand over the intake so your hand was literally the choke. Unfortunately, you had to lean directly over the exposed battery terminals, so if your arm was a bit too low and made a connection, a nasty shock would run from your elbow to your hand, now covered in fuel. That would happen only once, then you’d be more careful.<br /><br />At first glance, this sounded like great fun. The only thing is, we used it more for work than anything else. Although I will admit, once you got past the chance of getting your arm shocked, being able to drive a pink ATV around was a thrill. If you ever want to keep your brothers from borrowing something of yours, get it in pink.<br /><br />My first truly scary driving experience was on an International Harvester tractor. Dad let me drive “Big Red” because he said I couldn’t kill it no matter how hard I tried. It had a double-clutch that ignored my puny weight, so in order to shift, I had to jam both feet on the clutch, grip the ste<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG4WY8Kh_8V6bORuXS2MagM6i-fTpE4XU0KzDdGZFTdYZ3hI8SwtOWoSrQv6ieESyrNoYdyJchzoo4OqV3WK8oJ9Mqz9YJ47bHdXGjxAplZ2AhTve-pGtbUlLiN1qZ8rvifw4Gqg/s1600-h/me+and+Red+001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289311875772977074" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 318px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG4WY8Kh_8V6bORuXS2MagM6i-fTpE4XU0KzDdGZFTdYZ3hI8SwtOWoSrQv6ieESyrNoYdyJchzoo4OqV3WK8oJ9Mqz9YJ47bHdXGjxAplZ2AhTve-pGtbUlLiN1qZ8rvifw4Gqg/s320/me+and+Red+001.jpg" border="0" /></a>ering wheel, and push down on the clutch with all my abdominal might. Then shift.<br /><br />One day I was driving Big Red in a hayfield, nearly a full load on the hay wagon behind me, with Mom on the back stacking the bales. We were headed downhill and suddenly the old tractor’s brakes took a break. Big Red wouldn’t stop, and we were quickly running out of field. I peered back at the hay wagon, flexing and bending behind me faster and faster as we picked up speed. The bales swooped and swayed, threatening to fall off, possibly taking my mom with them. I knew she’d survive to kill me later. I yelled to her but she couldn’t hear me, probably because she was yelling at me. I tried turning Red slightly to the right, hoping to miss the trees and swamp, all the while pumping the brakes.<br /><br />Tractor accidents usually look pretty ridiculous, rarely getting the respect and awe due, say, a NASCAR crash. They often occur at very low speed, with sad, silly, predictable results. A silo gets wiped out, a tractor rolls over seemingly in slow-motion to take a nap, or simply plows through an old barn as the driver bails out to safety. They’re usually more embarrassing than anything else. Especially for a young driver not weighty enough to compel the brakes to work.<br /><br />Big Red lurched to the right. A few bales flew off the left side. I stood up on the cranky clutch and stomped, downshifting to slow the tractor. It was not happy, stuttering and growling, but Red did slow a bit, enough for me to turn it away from the fast-approaching trees. Eventually we rolled to a stop. I crawled off and hyper-ventilated on the ground, watching bales tumble down the hill past me.<br /><br />“Are you gonna sit there all day? Let’s get this hay picked up.” Mom was apparently just fine.<br /><br />Later on, when blood returned to my head, I mentioned the faulty brakes.<br /><br />“Don’t be silly,” Mom said. “Your father’s never had that problem. You just need to try harder.”<br /><br />The following week, Dad was hauling a full load of hay back to the barn. He was negotiating a narrow, tricky, back road when Big Red’s brakes disappeared again. The whole rig ended up jackknifed, one rear tire on the hay wagon hanging over a cliff.<br /><br />The nice thing about being a grown-up is that you can send the kids home, call a friend with a big tow truck, and quietly fix your messes without anyone the wiser. And you don’t even have to try harder.</span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-90061812740540111242009-01-07T17:00:00.000-08:002009-01-07T18:09:20.975-08:00There's Snow Place Like Home<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhobVwGwr0CLGpW3ECML3TsZDNkjWGixrPivayi8H6Ef9dNXPT-XCpt39R-3_LWEdeEnJqGVgQ-ye_75bevtldYPOfOdxy7l6OGhOrCNB7W3kR5fWwskKZEbqszewSj79a3Lujdpw/s1600-h/sleds.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288711194828262802" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 180px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhobVwGwr0CLGpW3ECML3TsZDNkjWGixrPivayi8H6Ef9dNXPT-XCpt39R-3_LWEdeEnJqGVgQ-ye_75bevtldYPOfOdxy7l6OGhOrCNB7W3kR5fWwskKZEbqszewSj79a3Lujdpw/s320/sleds.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">My two sons had been clamoring to 'go to the snow,' so the other day, to cork the clamoring, we finally went. After two hours of <em>'Are-we-there-yet</em>' clamoring, we arrived, only to discover that the waiting lines for the ski slope were longer than the actual ski runs, the parking lots were overflowing, and I'm guessing the porta-potties were, too. </span></span><br /><div><div><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">You know the feeling you get when you're poking around in the woods, and you flip over a rock just to see what's under it, and you uncover a huge swarm of ants milling about, climbing all over each other wondering what the hell is going on? That's what this town felt like. We had driven through the prettiest, most serene winter landscape to get there, only to arrive and discover a horde of swarming snow-tourists, choking the main road with their skiboots and clamoring.</span> </span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">"What are we gonna do?" my boys clamored, although by this time it was more of a whine than a clamor. It was then I remembered my snow training from my youth. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">In upstate New York, snow was a way of life. It was handy to keep beer cold, and to put down your little sister's back. We did not drive two hours to see it. We were so spoiled, Mother Nature delivered it to our driveway. Many, many times. As a result, I was a snow ninja. I packed it, shovelled it, sledded in it, burrowed in it, and froze my butt off in it. And here I was, raising two boys who had barely even touched it.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Southern California is a wonderful place. Depending on your mood, you can choose your climate from a sort of weather menu - beach, mountains, movie set, ghetto, even snow. The problem is, you have ten million other people doing exactly the same thing. If they all feel like snow on the same day, there's gonna be some serious clamoring. But t</span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">he difference between most SoCal clamorers and me is that they have little or no experience as a snow ninja. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">When my boys finally paused their whining to catch their breath, I turned the car around and headed back into the quaint mountain town of Wrightwood. To be honest, I'm assuming the town was quaint once you peeled all the layers of tourists off of it. At that moment, though, it was under siege. It was like a beautiful winter scene, a picture postcard, only with metal fencing around everything. "No Snow Play" signs were everywhere, including the bathroom. Even the squirrels wore little "Don't touch!" vests.</span><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgddQdBnd3MqYIqqaKqNoi44WpAht1nv4PG3ls79elmYBkbgfOK_4jhC9HFq5Xg6Chb-QoBJJpFTD-gnqei_sDKU7Vfjj1Nv_SuQpTyN7xZbLDxmlOu-3-bvBIkahlrAAIYE06yQg/s1600-h/tommy+snowball.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288711017928873202" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 241px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgddQdBnd3MqYIqqaKqNoi44WpAht1nv4PG3ls79elmYBkbgfOK_4jhC9HFq5Xg6Chb-QoBJJpFTD-gnqei_sDKU7Vfjj1Nv_SuQpTyN7xZbLDxmlOu-3-bvBIkahlrAAIYE06yQg/s320/tommy+snowball.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Like everyone else, my kids were anxious to touch snow. So anxious, in fact, that when they got out of the car, they immediately got to touch ice, slipping and landing right on their <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">keesters. They quickly recovered and followed me into the general store to buy toboggans. </span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">There, on the shelf above the pinto beans and flashlights, was the toboggan of my youth - the red, plastic speed-demon, able to sustain a direct collision with a maple tree, bounce off and keep on skidding downhill sideways while you counted your teeth and fingers. I had assumed they were colored red to hide any blood. As a kid, we often wore slits right through them, snow would spraying up through the holes, hitting us in the face and further enhancing our winter experience. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">They were low-budget enough to not worry about destroying them by hitting mailboxes and cars. For $4, we'd just get another one. Now, in this quaint, snowy SoCal town, they were charging $13, but they were still way cheaper than renting skis. We picked up a couple and headed out to find more snow and less people.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">We escaped to a side road and eventually found serenity in the form of a quiet, steep, snowy hill. </span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Our ears popped in the stillness. The kids quit clamoring. We ea<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEga76lItXkU87k5Rvw-RMIUieQ_tT-EX1gRb5093_uk57MazBoneaMLuekqpLMRFMpANdHYtnaIEM3ugaHhk2oLfvVwHPJbL_tr41FdjIa2pyYjGA32yhdyQwNStfFL7YT58SiNyw/s1600-h/Wrightwood+tom+bob+toboggans.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288714933775290690" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 241px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEga76lItXkU87k5Rvw-RMIUieQ_tT-EX1gRb5093_uk57MazBoneaMLuekqpLMRFMpANdHYtnaIEM3ugaHhk2oLfvVwHPJbL_tr41FdjIa2pyYjGA32yhdyQwNStfFL7YT58SiNyw/s320/Wrightwood+tom+bob+toboggans.jpg" border="0" /></a>ch grabbed a toboggan. For a brief moment, my elder son stood up in his, before the icy snow smacked him down for that. He only did that once, but it was enough for me to realize that I would have to teach them the rules for sledding survival:</span></span></div><div><span style="color:#000000;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#000000;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#000000;"> </span></div><ul><li><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Trees are not your friends. They are especially hard when they are frozen solid. </span></li></ul><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></p><ul><li><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Snow is cold. Don't let it get into your clothes. </span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Snow is often ice, which is really cold and sometimes sharp.</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Don't pack bark in your snowballs. Mom will get you.</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">Don't forget to steer. Especially away from cliffs.</span></li><br /><li><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">No, Mom won't carry you back up the hill. Deal with it.</span></li></ul><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">To t<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGKIcwNJIsCln2TArUicynch_HAqMlKiP371_FHJY3lDP6NufUSO-pjPILOisXc9h_T-Z8d71fKJ5yfb-VzERd0AmqF9xKpFGA1AhUCNIrbmvHcm7FmIHL9xuLlE7nJHsaHhC2Iw/s1600-h/shot+from+toboggan,+Bobby+with+snowball.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288711645305375410" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 241px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGKIcwNJIsCln2TArUicynch_HAqMlKiP371_FHJY3lDP6NufUSO-pjPILOisXc9h_T-Z8d71fKJ5yfb-VzERd0AmqF9xKpFGA1AhUCNIrbmvHcm7FmIHL9xuLlE7nJHsaHhC2Iw/s320/shot+from+toboggan,+Bobby+with+snowball.jpg" border="0" /></a>each them how to steer, I took them down the slope in my toboggan a few times. Apparently I'm a speed demon.</span></span><br /></p><div></div><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Frightened Son: Mom, slow down!!!</span> </span><br /></p><div></div><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Me: Come on, it's fun. The kind of fun we used to have, before video games and cable television ruined everything.</span> </span><br /></p><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Frightened Son: Aaaaaaagh!!!</span><br /></span></p><div></div><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Me: Just steer with your hands and brake with your feet and you'll be fine.</span><br /></span></p><div></div><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Frightened Son: Aaaaaaagh!!!</span><br /></span></p><div></div><p><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Me: See, I knew you'd like it!</span> </span><br /></p><div></div><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">I'm apparently not as young as I used to be. After a few hours of being used as a steering and braking system, my knees clamored for a break. We were fresh out of dry clothes and knee cartilage, so we called it a day. A good day. Then I clamored for home.</span></p></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-42888475677110948022009-01-06T12:00:00.000-08:002009-01-08T09:16:14.158-08:00Nashville Camp<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDmgI64aYIVgcGaqHt-oCgNwjTlOr2PPlE9WAW9PV0RP5gG61jX244jlLWDhZHhx-qhPY7NEyjJ8OFcykUul50ZTjLcPRNSps_w0LdCaOLOaeYm_EH_aQnHuW5Kc_pCTvYBnvpIg/s1600-h/Elvis.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288271202382374706" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 286px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDmgI64aYIVgcGaqHt-oCgNwjTlOr2PPlE9WAW9PV0RP5gG61jX244jlLWDhZHhx-qhPY7NEyjJ8OFcykUul50ZTjLcPRNSps_w0LdCaOLOaeYm_EH_aQnHuW5Kc_pCTvYBnvpIg/s320/Elvis.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Tired of singing only in the shower? Want someone besides the dog to appreciate your vocal chops? Your wait is over - come to <em>Camp Nashville</em> and for five fun-filled days, be treated like the latest, greatest country music star. <em><span style="font-size:78%;">All for the mere pittance of $7,995 (hotel not included). Yes, this is in small type. Yes, I was stunned at the price, too.</span></em></span></span><br /><div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Welcome to Nashville's fantasy camp for Country Music Elvii-wannabes. I've always wanted to use the term, <em>Elvii</em>- it sounds very scientific, scholarly, and well, <em>cool</em>. Do I care if it's grammatically correct? <em>Noooo</em>. Thank yew. Thank yew verra much.</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><em></em></span></span></div><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><em>Camp Nashville</em> is sponsored by CMT, Country Music Television, proud purveyors of such shows as My <em>Big Redneck Wedding</em> and <em>Country Fried Home Videos</em>. Call me crazy, but I envision <em>Camp Nashville</em> being filmed and produced as a future television musical train wreck, a la American Idol's William Hung episode. </span></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">The first camp will be held February 12th-16th. Makes sense, since many of these crooners will be celebrating Valentine's Day with the person they love the most. <em>Themselves</em>. They'll get to sing onstage in a club, so it could be fun. Hey, it could happen.</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Maynard: Golly, Lurleen, I sounded much better in the shower....must be this here microphone.</span></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288271548461849250" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 70px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 96px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4sAjdKvqQbxY8QhK-VDQ0V2yLrOwaIIG3s2XuwyQhH3e_scKM-9CLlenBhll-9qiKNiSyxoyFoxcJvHFlr8SZMkVmWH9NiXzOvimlSZqsHoxZqExmSGoxqgDE-xOjrUcDh0P0ug/s200/images.jpg" border="0" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Judge: <em>NEXT</em>!<br /></span><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">No judges listed though, so far just a 'mentor' and a vocal coach are attached. Guess I'm dreaming of "American Idol - <em>Camp</em> <em>Redneck</em>." Hey, it could happen. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Although fantasy camps have been around a while, up until now I'd only heard of the baseball type. These are usually attended by financially-endowed, middle-aged guys who always dreamed of making the major leagues. It's all in good fun as they get a whiff of what 'the show' is like, then go home.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Perhaps this will lead to other creative camps such as:</span><br /><br /></div><ul><li><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>CPA Camp</strong> - balance spreadsheets like a real, live Certified Public Accountant. Hang at the coffeemaker with other radical CPA's and diss the geeks in R&D. Class includes free pair of black-rimmed glasses and CPA Camp Special Edition calculator. (<em><span style="font-size:78%;">Pen protector available at additional cost.)</span></em></span></span></li><br /><li><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><strong>Camp Mafia</strong> - pretty much self-explanatory. I'd tell you more, but then I'd have to kill you, so <em>fuggedaboudit</em>.</span></span></li></ul><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">You think I'm kidding? I'm as serious as a country ballad sung in the rain in an alley-</span> </span><a href="http://www.campnashville.com/"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">http://www.campnashville.com/</span></a></div><div> </div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span><br /> </div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><strong>UPDATE </strong>- just discovered this gem - <em>Singstar Country for the Playstation 2</em> - homestyle karaoke with artists like Brad Paisley, Gretchen Wilson, and Alan Jackson. There's even a contest - best singer goes to the Country Music Awards. And it's a tad less expensive than Camp Nashville. (Just don't take your Playstation 2 into the shower to sing.) </span></div><div><a href="http://www.us.playstation.com/singstar/"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">http://www.us.playstation.com/singstar/</span></a></div><div> </div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span> <br /><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><em>P.S. Whatever happened to just picking up a guitar and singing?</em></span></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-34448721069305843742008-12-29T12:30:00.000-08:002008-12-29T12:43:20.181-08:00Country C-c-c-cold<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Eskimos have about 30 different words for snow. So do New Yorkers, but most of them can't be printed here. On January 20th, 1961 in Poughkeepsie, NY, it was 3<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAkSlhzmXpLVcFoDf93h6C5yeR-tjyruM99ipOhrUbIeHrZkBL_V8uZ2QnPU7vY3ZaWSmhm6uwXyvAkiJbuX81R1mgSbp6KaeNFlj8QNK9PGJfCkFgD4aOTBTB7RXXDtVkma4A3Q/s1600-h/jfkinaguralamericanrhetoric2.jpg"></a>0 degrees below zero. That day, in Washington, D.C., in a blizzard, John F. Kennedy was sworn into the office of the Presidency. He did not wear a hat and got very sick. I know this because throughout my childhood my mother mentioned it repeatedly, like it was a storm strong enough to make a President ill, especially an Irish one not smart enough to wear a hat. Seemed a mixed metaphor to me. She had several points to make, all conflicting. Hurrah, we had an Irish President, but he was still a man with rocks for brains for not dressing warmly.<br /><br />Mom: Put a hat on. It’s freezing out. Don’t catch a cold like Kennedy.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC7kOwkGXYX7lw2wnqEfEgN3bC9D3M4P4JgfHRKrn7Gtj12f1TsLcz6S6eV1UQhVPAKQ_tG0L2rWURzSfXlNqMRJkPmfhd_BaRl4KKPK07nALzkGhUqAdNrFnQcjMW2diG0FnljQ/s1600-h/jfkinaguralamericanrhetoric2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285315068576022786" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 154px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC7kOwkGXYX7lw2wnqEfEgN3bC9D3M4P4JgfHRKrn7Gtj12f1TsLcz6S6eV1UQhVPAKQ_tG0L2rWURzSfXlNqMRJkPmfhd_BaRl4KKPK07nALzkGhUqAdNrFnQcjMW2diG0FnljQ/s200/jfkinaguralamericanrhetoric2.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Me: That was stupid of him, huh.<br /><br />Mom: Are you disrespecting the greatest President of the United States?<br /><br />Me: Didn’t you just say he was dumb for not wearing a hat?<br /><br />Mom: And now you’re putting words of disrespect in my mouth?<br /><br />In upstate New York, three feet of snow was on the ground, with more coming down. Even the blanket of snow was shivering. I had been due to be born at Christmas. It’s common knowledge that children born at Christmas time get ripped off in the birthday department. Jesus owns it and nobody’s upstaging <em>him</em>. Plus, in honor of my untimely timing, my mother was going to name me "Holly." I figured I’d lay low and be born in time for the after Christmas sales. Only thing was, it was bitter cold outside, so I kept hitting the snooze alarm.<br /><br />By late January, however, my mother had had enough. 10 months pregnant, she decided to induce labor by shoveling snow in the driveway. In hindsight, this would have worked better if she had shoveled the <em>hospital</em> driveway, and if Poughkeepsie had not been a solid chunk of ice. In hindsight, this would have worked better if it were August. But we were Irish, so we were determined to give birth a month late, in a snowstorm, uphill, and sideways.<br /><br />Despite most roads being impassable, the car not starting, and John F. Kennedy’s nose running, we somehow made it to the hospital, up the elevator and almost to the delivery room. <em>Almost</em>. In fact, when the doctor told my dad he was now a father, he denied it. “That’s impossible,” he argued. “I just got here.” He was a bit peeved that he wasn't able to pace the waiting room like the dads in the movies.<br /><br />I've been trying to warm up to him ever since.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQYP2NdLf98WTHAN6Iz7EXOWo2mYJHZxaCmnRR91Us9i5HD9lOunDoRKV8UeYcmp7mPcQwn66QBtobfFWIKbs_RvpDC8Qgtca4KuZpPExWRm14djExGvRgCkm81lqvDiIy5hUAKw/s1600-h/me+snow+doll+001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285044184518493074" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 168px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQYP2NdLf98WTHAN6Iz7EXOWo2mYJHZxaCmnRR91Us9i5HD9lOunDoRKV8UeYcmp7mPcQwn66QBtobfFWIKbs_RvpDC8Qgtca4KuZpPExWRm14djExGvRgCkm81lqvDiIy5hUAKw/s320/me+snow+doll+001.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />In Brooklyn, much of the cold and wind is deflected by your neighbor’s home, built within inches either next to, under, or on top of, your home. Buildings are so close you can hear your neighbor’s sneeze, perhaps even feel his moist breeze. There are many drawbacks, but one bonus of living wall-to-wall with other people is that you are never really chilly. Plant a spacious, airy house on top of a ridge in the middle of nowhere, however, and you’ll freeze your agrarian tail off. A lovely view, yes, <em>if</em> you make it to spring.<br /><br />Winter’s like the fierce beast at the zoo – it’s great, but only when you have some serious fortification between you and it. On our windowpanes, frost would create the most magical little ice sketches. Tiny, delicate white scrollwork wending its way around the edges of the glass, the engravings were daintier than those on the finest crystal. The only problem was that they were on the <em>inside</em> of our windows. I thought I might wake up one morning, tattooed all over in the loveliest ice etchings.<br /><br />To conserve energy, lesser-used parts of the house, like the den, were closed off. But the rooms got so cold, pipes in the baseboard heating system burst because they had frozen, flooding part of the house. Sadly, this ruined some of the best window ice engravings.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOSeqs4mLtMxNh9ToTWzNZemvUQMvwLcMMoBQKH5J2zeOAekjXVZN-DMrLqVuDfgJXNooVKdgeaxg7wNfxktykbr3NxGM8W-FfiStWXJarFCIl2KVS9cyFUamZf1u24hBTcbWNAA/s1600-h/me+snow+doll+001.jpg"></a><br />For my birthday, I’d invite some friends over for a sledding party. We’d have some birthday cake then head outside. Only as parents in the northern realm are well aware, in winter little kids can’t simply <em>head outside</em>. They need boots and hats and snowpants and mittens and help putting all that stuff on. They need <em>staff</em>. By the time my mother had finished dressing the last of the party girls and sent her out, the first one was back in for dry mittens and cocoa. It was a revolving door – warm dry ones out, and cold wet ones in. For three straight hours, Mom was hunched over putting on and taking off mittens and boots and hats on little girls. A dog wandered by, and Mom inadvertently dressed it in a parka.<br /></span><div><div><div><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">One of the toughest things was getting up in the morning. Heating oil was expensive, possibly even more expensive than the treatment for frostbite, so the heat was turned off at night, or down as low as possible without risking a burst pipe. First one up (that would be <em>me</em>) had to build a fire in the kitchen woodstove. And before we went to school, the cows and horses had to be fed. Some mornings were so cold I half expected some of the livestock to be waiting for me in the kitchen:<br /><br />Midnight the Cow: About time you got up. Get the fire going!<br /><br />Me: How did you get in here?<br /><br />Midnight the Cow: Door was unlocked, once I busted all the ice off it. You take milk in your coffee? </span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"></span><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Me: Gimme my robe back.</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;"><br /><br />There is no better heat than that of a wood stove. It soaks into your skin like tropical sunlight, baking chilled bones and thawing attitudes. My usual stance was leaning against a wall reading a book, my back to the stove so the heat would melt the ice in my spine. I usually had to negotiate my way past several dogs and maneuver for the warmest spot. <em>Lady</em>, our Dalmatian/Beagle mix, was the biggest fan of the stove. If you happened to be in her favorite spot, she would often lean on you until you moved. We took extra care not to feed her potent leftovers, since the only thing worse than a dog fart is a dog fart on fire.<br /><br />Brother Bob: What is that smell?<br /><br />Me: I don’t sm-(<em>gasp</em>!) Oh, my! That’s horrible!<br /><br />Bob: Did you put something weird in the stove again?<br /><br />Me: No!<br /><br />Bob: Smells like something died…or is dying…<br /><br />Me: <em>Lady</em>!<br /><br />Lady had been leaning against the woodstove. That was fine when the stove wasn’t fully loaded, but I had recently restocked it with wood, and I guess she slept through that key event, until the stove got going and the scent of her own pelt cooking woke her up. Now Lady was sporting a long, brown racing stripe the length of her body, looking like someone had made a feeble attempt to ‘<em>connect the spots’</em> on her fur. It was the imprint of the stove – she had literally burned a line on her fur. Being half Dalmatian, the stereotypical firedog, she was quite embarrassed, and asked that we not make this event public, lest her mother find out. I assured her that dogs can’t read. At least not Dalmatians. </span><br /></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">There were good sides to winter. We would ice skate on the pond in th<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizcpxb7C-EX6KxZ7mqw6zXRwFLFoWYMl_3riVTIANOWqCxMZtowKWcuuKvVH3DwCHIdIyF4V810AibVMQpPY6hdCA28lpfYOhMZq3RUQ0XNNHaYBM451RJTbsps1SY99H08lr4xA/s1600-h/hockey+001.jpg"></a>e <img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285044295013483522" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 318px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHhC9fXM8bKR0A5eni54Cx33UlZ8LFSxmbl9Np0jA6m3ybwKWK7GsE8OZr10R_bm9UqUT54Ekf8nNNQlsxED7ooxczu65J7Lqo0uuMkZzOfpdca-RjA1JGhMF_rFkq04H3dfmyIg/s320/hockey+001.jpg" border="0" />back woods. It was a mile hike each way, and the pond usually had to be cleared of snow first, and fallen logs frozen in the ice made the skating interesting, but at least we got to skate. I likened it to climbing Everest - bust your butt to get there, take a picture, then go home.<br /><br />Down the road, we’d gather a few friends and play pond hockey at a nearby farm. There was an added level of excitement because this particular pond had a spring at one end that never quite froze over completely. Sometimes we’d hear a monstrous craaaa-aack! and feel the ice drop beneath our feet. We’d leap for the nearest bank, feet flailing in the air like spastic, bubble-wrapped ballerinas, afraid to touch the ice again lest it give way completely beneath us.<br /><br />One particularly spectacular experience was sledding down the driveway. Dad had his own snowplow, and instead of scraping all the snow off the driveway like a sane person, he packed it down like a bobsled run, even banking the turn nicely for the toboggans. We would all climb onto sleds and fly down the drive, dogs nipping at our mittens.<br /><br />Dogs <em>love</em> mittens, especially when stolen off a sledding kid at 15 miles an hour. We’d zip down the hill, belly side down, hands on the sled handles to steer. The dogs would race next to us, growling, barking, teeth flashing, trying to swipe a glove or a hat. If you fought to keep your glove, you’d lose control of the sled and crash, often becoming a speed bump for the sledders behind you. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">Brother Bob: Dog on your left!<br /><br />Me: What? Car?<br /><br />Bob: No – <em>DOG</em>!<br /><br />Lady the Dog: Grrrrr…woof! (<em>snap</em>!)<br /><br />Me: Mayday, mayday! I’m under attack!<br /><br />Bob: Give her the glove! Give her the glove! Let it go!<br /><br />Me: I’m going down! Aaaaagh!<br /><br />I tuck my head as my body slams into a snowbank, missed by inches by oncoming sledders. My sled continues down the drive without me.<br /><br />Sometimes it’s best to forsake the mitten to the beast, even if it means catching a cold like Kennedy.</span></p></div></div>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7221657.post-21258671704342091792008-12-22T22:00:00.000-08:002008-12-23T14:38:05.055-08:00Ow, Christmas Tree<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">My grandmother was proud of her fake tree. Feathery white aluminum with blue ornaments, I secretly giggled that it was a Hanukkah bush. I never said so because she had a nasty left hook. Each year she'd retrieve this faux ode-to-joy from under the house. Sinc<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYbNUK5vUZkgpFY-BdvLuOxOdZ5jAXFfggZSYYdH5AUfkeWOfn2xFablZu05_Eq1scN7yhTyYqRKj4ykDtmYeKai6kQ29d9Y7_PRBu_NN8EwiSoS5k4wHWhJjFuVJqWOIkKr6YAQ/s1600-h/ugly+white+christmas+tree.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282847155606445778" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 193px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYbNUK5vUZkgpFY-BdvLuOxOdZ5jAXFfggZSYYdH5AUfkeWOfn2xFablZu05_Eq1scN7yhTyYqRKj4ykDtmYeKai6kQ29d9Y7_PRBu_NN8EwiSoS5k4wHWhJjFuVJqWOIkKr6YAQ/s320/ugly+white+christmas+tree.bmp" border="0" /></a>e she never took the ornaments off, and since it was a whopping 30 inches tall, all Nana had to do was whip its trash bag cover off, plunk the thing down in her living room, plop down in her recliner and sigh, "Merry ding-dong Christmas. Now fetch me some Kichels and rub my feet." I looked on in horror, not just at the thought of touching her feet, but at the idea that Christmas could be so grossly disrespected.<br /><br />Shiny silver trees were probably quite stylish back in the city, where everything was chrome and quick. However, out in the country, things were a bit different. Chopping down our own Christmas tree had been a tradition in our family since I was knee-high to a pine cone. We kids would have an early breakfast and head out at sunrise, hiking through the pastures, northward to a pine forest, carrying rope, a hacksaw, and lunch. The rope was for tying up my youngest brother and dragging him through the snow when he got whiny. The hacksaw came in handy at lunchtime, trying to digest whatever Mom had made for us. To be honest, we couldn't tell if it was stale since by then it was frozen solid.<br /><br />I remember singing Christmas songs, mostly to make sure the hunters didn't mistake us for deer. If I sang just right, kinda nasally, it would vibrate my nose and heat it. Early on I had learned not to rub my nose to warm it up. In low temperatures, the tiny hairs inside the nasal passage often froze, so if you rubbed your nose, you'd send icy needles into the sensitive lining of your sinuses. The blood would then drip onto your jacket and Mom would b<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcLWcZsRr3xzjmhlt_JvPBlaoOqvlbr1twbn_0EJ24_UfMC6E8PNuMTtxSziySxBQj5v9U0hS5iPhoX_hq5yiCAn1QmHMJ8AJ_Jqtns8tpwm-hnwk3jxvtixMVKukO39XsEBw8AQ/s1600-h/winter+woods+with+dog.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282852465022609394" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 137px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcLWcZsRr3xzjmhlt_JvPBlaoOqvlbr1twbn_0EJ24_UfMC6E8PNuMTtxSziySxBQj5v9U0hS5iPhoX_hq5yiCAn1QmHMJ8AJ_Jqtns8tpwm-hnwk3jxvtixMVKukO39XsEBw8AQ/s400/winter+woods+with+dog.bmp" border="0" /></a>e furious.<br /><br />It would take all morning just to reach the pine forest, longer if we heard a wolf or bobcat. After lunch we would choose a tree to bring home. This took a while because there were four of us, and in our short, frozen lives we had never agreed on anything. Eventually th<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdq3OA5BrWBgS3fEj8h7toiKKwDvGw4kTFO42MBsTvQwff8hqZscZCJYP_bMv2mn0PFXSMhXf9aKwdGYAX9l_B-a_qZjb4jFsSjvzx5hZAa4N9j1Fi1HKB1Qm36EaYmzOHIOOgeg/s1600-h/winter+woods+with+dog.bmp"></a>e boys would pick a really tall tree, maybe thirty to forty feet high. Since I was the oldest, it was my job to climb up and lop off the top of the tree with the hacksaw. Taking just the top of the massive tree made my sister happy, since we weren't really killing the tree, just maiming it. The tree would later die of bug infestation brought on by the decapitation, but again, she would point out, <em>we</em> didn't kill it – the <em>bugs</em> did. (She's now an attorney.) My brothers loved making me climb the thirty or so feet in the air to trim the tree. Try as I might, I was never quite able to hit them with the tree as it fell.<br /><br />It was then time to tow the vegetative carcass home. We'd take turns pulling it with the rope, back through the woods, even through a small stream. In a Norman Rockwell painting, this is all so very quaint and rustic. In reality, it was, like many family traditions, a royal pain in the ass.<br /><br />On the long haul back, one of us kids would start whining how we didn’t need a live tree, why we couldn’t do something like Nana and have a measly fake one. This was high treason, or considering the situation, ‘tree-shun.’ I would argue tradition, but truly, at that point, freezing, exhausted, I was in the minority. At least the arguing kept us warm until we got home.<br /><br />Surprised and a bit taken aback to see all four of us alive and intact, ourparents would welcome us home before retiring for the night. Tradition held that we couldn't eat until the tree was up in the living room. Unfortunately, upon arriving at our house, the tree would somehow grow a foot or two wider, too wide for the doorway. We would push, shove and cram the beast until we had shredded the entryway and cracked enough branches to make the poor tree look like the cows came home right over the top of it.<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282852851546858642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 163px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_RiYmXIPvgxbGBb981OABouGyGHLOeZYB5x7ZA5C1EcgPaeOhJH-r1K7ufPUcmNXKbULppFaOSDYJwsbp15Drp7ODJQqVZB7K3fR0swbJaohyphenhyphentWiAmuVw_4cLdl4HvMhL0r0xQg/s400/winter+woods+horizontal.jpg" border="0" />Some years there was no snow, and the tree would become caked with mud, leaves, and whatever else we ran over. This could be a real problem when we went through the cow pasture. We'd get home a little after sundown, and the lack of daylight made it especially hard to spot any unusual attachments before the tree was inside the house. After getting it upright and tied to the curtain rod, we would notice an unusual odor. Cowpie ornaments don't do well in the heat of a living room, but at this point, we were too exhausted to take the whole thing back outside. Instead, we’d knock off the big nasty c<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiDeXMbJYqT2Up1rsLMJFKT-KAeyeNLZIh6C3ucBiHDaoM5a7JYTg_YWcAQB__CIB4-XuzWd8BR9adERLgVGCqrSWqnvqQSRgUa7uoj5SYihyphenhyphencn8TFAbmeiZO_zJ8BRI0DhoqOhQ/s1600-h/winter+woods+horizontal.jpg"></a>hunks, spray some Lysol, and call it a day. Most people turn the least attractive part of the tree toward a wall. We did, too, and it was usually the side sporting bits of cowpie.<br /><br />Some of the ornaments we weren’t allowed to handle until we were much older. They were antiques, carefully handed down from the time of the Depression. Dark, worn, and fragile, for years I tho<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiu6Rzc-xUaR343GQfTuaOU_Sa6Sjr7gV0j1HgXnB1JsxoXkN8UDj1sv1uhlo1z8IL087eLKSp057EIcgQYCtqkw4SDB1XMgSyTVSWI23ReuNajJoI2tc7z2m35pFhXIzXEUvzfug/s1600-h/CharlieBrownXmas-main_Full.jpg"></a>ught we kids weren't allowed to touch them because you could catch 'depression' from<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzAT63QzcZSpf0GHkZcqcqjZu2cyLIDgtNwMi9xLndgw1bqkDi9H9ClhQNebLBIc7SpJmN4xH-pYG9u3f5YhG7zixdHo-uBlXNtqmR4OLFjWMuNFzeFNVQgyMfNO4pSUT1icGZOg/s1600-h/CharlieBrownXmas-main_Full.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282850756886066898" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzAT63QzcZSpf0GHkZcqcqjZu2cyLIDgtNwMi9xLndgw1bqkDi9H9ClhQNebLBIc7SpJmN4xH-pYG9u3f5YhG7zixdHo-uBlXNtqmR4OLFjWMuNFzeFNVQgyMfNO4pSUT1icGZOg/s200/CharlieBrownXmas-main_Full.jpg" border="0" /></a> them. Why we put them on our tree I had no idea. Perhaps, I reasoned, to appease the gods of depression. I wondered how the ornaments felt, making it through decades of strife, poverty, and difficult times, only to be placed in a ragged pine tree right next to cattle droppings.<br /><br />As I sat there listening to my brothers argue whether the tree was standing up straight or not, I'd get to thinking how I couldn't wait to have my own kids so I could share this family tradition with them. Whether they liked it or not.</span>Anniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12259951307196646436noreply@blogger.com3